Xiaowei looked at my face and roughly knew what I was worried about, so she didn't ask any more questions. She just told me not to worry too much and to ask my husband to accompany me next time.
Husband? I don’t plan to tell Lu Mingxuan about this. I don’t want him to know about the pregnancy. I don’t want to see him. When I think of him now, I think of Meng Na and the bright red lip mark, and I feel very sad.
Uncomfortable.
In a daze, I didn't know how I got back to the Lu family villa.
Returning to the room, closing the door, I picked up the contraceptive pill hidden in the drawer and held it in my hand for a long, long time.
Why can I still get pregnant after taking birth control pills? How come this damn birth control pill failed on me!
What should I do? Should I abort this child?
If I don’t abort, will I have to give birth? What if I am born a freak? Doesn’t missing arms and legs harm the child?
Thinking of the child makes my heart ache.
what do I do……
There was a "click" sound, which was the sound of the door opening.
Could it be that Lu Mingxuan is back? This was the first thing I thought of! I was startled and quickly threw the birth control pill back into the drawer and locked it.
Sure enough, Lu Minglu is back.
He saw me sitting on the edge of the bed, walked up to me, and caressed my face: "Where have you been today? I didn't answer the phone. I was worried about you. When I called back, the housekeeper said you were out."
"Well, I went back to see my grandpa." This was the only excuse I could think of, "Why are you back so early?"
I thought again of the scene between him and Meng Na in the car just now, the intimate movements and the affectionate and silent smile. My heart tightened and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe.
"Yesterday you were not feeling well, so I came back early to stay with you. Are you feeling better now? Can I accompany you to the hospital?" His slender fingertips touched my face, and he naturally rubbed the broken parts of my forehead.
Hair lifted to ears...
This intimate action is so familiar. I have just used it with other women, and now it is like this with me...
I felt nauseated in my chest, and I wanted to vomit again, but I held it back, absolutely not letting him see anything, let alone letting him know that I was pregnant.
If he knew that I secretly took birth control pills and caused fetal abnormalities, he would definitely hate me to death!
Last time he threw all the contraceptive pills into the toilet. You can imagine how disgusted he is with contraceptive pills.
I pushed his hand away without leaving a trace, "I really have nothing to do. If you are busy, just go back to the company. I just went to the hospital. The doctor said I am fine, just a little anemic."