There was a throbbing pain in my heart, but I still kept a consistent look on my face and said lightly: "Oh, then come back early, I'll wait for you..."
"Yeah!" He glanced at me and walked to the dressing room to change clothes.
My nose was slightly sore, but I clenched my fists, took a deep breath, and suppressed all my grievances and sadness.
When the door to the dressing room opened again, Lu Minglu had already changed his clothes. He walked up to me, gently kissed my forehead, and then said to me, "I'll be back soon."
"Okay." I responded and he left.
The moment the door closed, I burst into tears.
I felt aggrieved and unspeakably sad, and my chest hurt, as if something was pinching my heart. It hurt so much that I kept taking deep breaths, like a dying patient making his last struggle.
This kind of pain was worse than death, and my tears couldn't stop falling.
I know that this is the pain you will feel after falling in love with someone. My heart is already held by this man! His every move and hooking of his fingers can make me miserable.
I hate this feeling, just like a mother screaming in pain in the delivery room, I won’t give birth, I won’t give birth...
I don't love anymore, I don't love anymore... I shouted loudly in my heart, and the tears fell even harder.
But it’s no longer my turn to control it!
Once you fall in love, you fall in love, there is no turning back!
Just endure it, and after the pain becomes numb, it won't hurt so much anymore...
But how long will it take for me to be numb from the pain? Isn’t it torture for me to stay next to this man every day and watch him interact with his old lover?
Although I am strong, I am not strong at all when it comes to feelings. I become very fragile. I hate my vulnerability and this kind of heartache. I don’t want this kind of pain. I don’t want...
"Knock, knock, knock!" There was a knock on the door.
"Who!" I quickly wiped away my tears, fearing that Lu Mingxuan would suddenly return. If he saw me crying like this, how would I explain it?
A servant's respectful voice came from outside the door: "Master Lu is waiting for you downstairs and asked you to come down. He said he has something to tell you."
Mr. Lu, isn’t that Lu Zhenhai?
He hasn't left yet? Has he been waiting for me? Now that Lu Mingxuan is not here, does he have anything to talk to me alone?