"No, no... why... why do you ask that?" I looked away with some guilt, not daring to look directly into his eyes.
"Just now...you touched my face, just like before...did you--"
"No!" I quickly interrupted him, "We'd better leave here, I want to go back."
Lu Mingxuan was silent for a while, then nodded, "Okay."
We thanked the family who took us in for the night and left.
Along the way, I didn't speak, and he didn't speak either, but I noticed that he would glance at me secretly from time to time, not knowing what he was thinking.
At a fork in the road, Lu Mingxuan stopped.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I forgot which way to go..."
I thought about it and pointed to one of the roads: "It should be this way!"
"Are you sure?"
"I remember it was!"
"Do you remember?" He stared directly into my eyes.
"Yes!" I didn't react for a moment, so I replied naturally.
"Mo Ying, have you recovered your memory? Otherwise, how could you remember?" He suddenly held my shoulders excitedly.
"I...I don't..." I turned away, not daring to look directly into his eyes: "I don't remember anything."
"Then how come you remember this road!"
"My guess……"
"You're talking nonsense. You obviously just remembered it, why don't you admit it!" He became more and more excited, and it hurt so much when he grabbed my shoulder that I almost couldn't bear it anymore.
"Don't be like this, you hurt me so much..." I couldn't help but frown.
Only then did he come back to his senses, take a deep breath, and after a while, he lay down and slowly let go of my shoulders.
We never spoke again.
Based on yesterday's memory, we found the car.
After getting in the car, Lu Mingxuan did not start it immediately, but sat quietly without saying a word.
"Why don't you drive?" I couldn't help but make a sound.
"When did it start?" He took a deep breath.
"I do not understand what you mean."
"I asked you when you started to recover your memory! Stop hiding it from me. I don't like the feeling of being cheated. Isn't it fun to treat me like a monkey?"
"I'm not kidding you!" I glanced at him and sighed: "I just...remembered the past."
When Lu Mingxuan heard this, he quickly turned around and said, "Have you remembered everything about the past?"
I hesitated for a moment and nodded.
He smiled happily and then frowned: "Then why didn't you tell me right away! Why did you hide it from me!"
"It's too sudden. I don't know how to face you. I... want to calm down."
"Calm down, calm down, you keep saying this, how long do you want to calm down? Have you ever considered my feelings!" He suddenly became furious, "If you hadn't run away from home at that time, things wouldn't have ended up like this.
, it is because of your hesitation and cowardice that led to today's situation!"
I was also angry: "Why do you put all the blame on me?"
"Otherwise? Do you blame me? What did I do wrong? You left without saying a word? Just tell me!"
"You -" I was so angry that I couldn't speak for a moment, "you know what you did!"
"What do you mean by this? It sounds like I have done something sorry for you?" He became even more angry and slapped the steering wheel hard: