Watching Jiang Yumei leave, Xuewei closed the door and sat on the floor with her back leaning against the door. At that moment, Xuewei felt that all the strength in her body had been drained. At this moment, she didn't even have the strength to walk back to the room.
She felt that she was having a hard time coping, and the way her sister looked at her and said the words almost made her tremble. It was clearly a kind of suspicion and disbelief, but she was clearly nervous.
He was dying, but he still had to pretend to be calm.
She felt that she was so depressed, but she had so many words that she could only hold them in her heart, unable to say a single word.
Xuewei sat by the door for a while, then stood up and returned to the bed. Xuewei lay undressed on the bed, curled up tightly, like a baby in the mother's womb, seeking warmth and warmth.
Comfort. Xuewei felt that she was very conflicted. On the one hand, she had to disguise herself in front of Jiang Yumei and suppress the relationship between her and Guan Qiyou in her heart. She could not say a word. On the other hand, she had to subconsciously suppress her relationship with Guan Qiyou.
Here, she really didn't want her sister to know. In addition to not wanting her sister to worry, she also had an inexplicable emotion in her heart that wanted to hide everything between her and Guan Qiyou.
Because, as her interactions with him increased, she actually found that her heart would tilt unconsciously. When she was not with him, she began to no longer hate him, and sometimes even felt faint
The expectation. When Xuewei thought about this series of changes in private, she began to feel inexplicable worry and fear. She didn't know what was wrong with her that she would have such a change. She tried her best to suppress herself, but
But she couldn't change her inner thoughts. Every time Guan Qiyou appeared, she would feel palpitated. When she received the shell from him, she knew that she was happy, very happy. When she knew that she was not actually
When she was the only one to receive the shell, she couldn't hide her disappointment. It wasn't until Guan Qiyou held her and explained to her gently that her heaving heart returned to calm. And his explanation also made her feel calm again.
She felt sweet and satisfied.
However, this kind of herself scares her. She is afraid that she will fall into this whirlpool and be unable to extricate herself. She knows that the relationship between her and Guan Qiyou cannot last long. She is just a tool he uses to take revenge on Jiang Yumei.
Even if he is gentle to her occasionally, it is all just an illusion. One day, all this will disappear, and everything between her and him is just a prosperous dream. When the years go by and the breeze blows, everything is just
All in vain.
At that time, she didn't know how to face it. The deeper she sank, the deeper the pain would be. At this moment, she was like a drowning person, struggling in the boundless sea, just wanting to grab a piece of floating water.
Mu, but no one was willing to lend a helping hand to help her, so she could only drift with the tide, unable to predict what would be waiting for her ahead.
Jiang Yumei was also worried. When she walked out of Xuewei's room, she stepped on the thick cashmere carpet and walked step by step to the other end of the corridor. When she passed by Guan Qiyou's door, she stopped and...
He raised his hand for the first time and wanted to knock on his door, but after hesitating for a long time, he still didn't knock.
She was afraid. At this moment, Jiang Yumei was afraid of facing Guan Qiyou. If she had wanted to say something to Guan Qiyou before going to Xuewei's room, then now, she really didn't have one.