This night was also the last night that Tianze stayed in the apartment. For several days, Xuewei had insisted that Tianze sleep in the same room with her. After giving Tianze a bath, she changed into pajamas and put her on the bed.
I ended up chatting with the little guy.
Xuewei felt that some things should be vaccinated against him in advance. She could not wait until the next day when Guan Qiyou came to pick him up. That would be too sudden for Tianze.
"Baby, for example, if...one day, you can no longer live with mommy, what will happen to you?" Xuewei held Tianze in her arms, touched his head again and again, and asked softly
road.
"Huh? Not with Mommy? Who should I be with? I am Mommy's child, so of course I must be with Mommy!" The little child is not very logical yet, but in his heart he is
Very clear.
"Uh - Mommy is just asking, just making an analogy. But I really want to know what will happen to Tianze?" Xuewei then asked tentatively.
"Well..." Tianze scratched his head as if he was thinking hard, and seemed to be a little embarrassed. After a while, he said, "If you don't stay with mommy, Tianze will definitely be... very unhappy... Tianze will be away from me."
If you can't leave Mommy, Mommy can't leave Tianze. Mommy and Tianze will always be together and will never be separated." The little guy raised his innocent little face and said firmly and confidently.
Xuewei hugged Tianze. His words made her feel sad. She was so sad that she could not suppress it. She hugged the child tightly, really hoping that time would stop at this moment and never come to dawn. That terrible
The moment will never come.
However, Xuewei is rational at the moment. She knows how unrealistic that idea is. Time will not stop for half a second for anyone or anything. It will only move forward as always. The one she fears most
The moment will come without fail, and her Tianze will eventually be taken away by Guan Qiyou, and will eventually be out of her sight and out of her life.
In order to prevent Tianze from being too unprepared, Xuewei still gave him a vaccination. Although he was such a young child, she believed that the smart Tianze would understand her painstaking efforts.
"Tianze, listen to mommy, Tianze will grow up one day, and mommy can't stay with Tianze forever. And Tianze is the bravest little man, mommy knows that you are very strong, even if one day,
Even if mommy is not with you, you can still live a good life. When you miss mommy, just call mommy. Even if you can't see her, you can still hear her voice. Do you know?" Xuewei said softly.
She warned Tianze one by one, hoping that Tianze would understand her thoughts, but she also hoped that Tianze would not understand her too clearly. How could she let a child accept such a cruel reality?
Xuewei just coaxed Tianze and talked to him in a low voice. After a while, she looked at her arms again and saw that the little guy had fallen asleep. He had been playing too crazy these past few days and he was already tired.
Xuewei gathered the hair in front of Tianze's forehead, lowered her head, and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead. Almost at the same moment, her tears rolled down and dripped on Tianze's forehead, crystal clear.
transparent.
Xuewei immediately moved her face away, biting her lips tightly and covering her face, fearing that she would cry loudly and wake up Tianze. In the past few days, she did not know how many tears she shed, and the past twenty-one years were added together.
, I’m afraid it can’t be surpassed.
This night was destined to be sleepless for Xuewei. She almost looked at the child's sleeping face and sat there all night. The next morning, she had a pair of panda eyes and they were swollen.