"...Xintong?" Xu Xintong's words made Shao Junyan a little embarrassed. He was not sure what kind of situation she was in now, whether she was awake or confused. He didn't know what to say.
"I like you so much! But... I can't say anything, I can't say anything." Xu Xintong's fingers were still rubbing his face, looking straight at him, but she seemed to have gone beyond him and towards the ceiling.
. Her voice was faint and soft, and it passed through his ears so gently. Shao Junyan was stunned when he heard it.
He didn't know if he heard correctly, and he wasn't sure who Xu Xintong was talking about. Could it be him?
After leaving Xu Xintong's room, Shao Junyan was a little at a loss. After taking the elevator, he went to the wine bar on the top floor of the hotel alone, ordered a glass of whisky, and drank slowly. At this time, although it was already late at night, he had nothing to do with it.
Sleepy, holding a wine glass, he sat in front of the glass window, staring at Manhattan in the night, and gradually a series of thoughts came to him.
The past flashed back in his mind like a movie reel. The people and things in the past stirred his heart and made him uneasy. He looked at the time and didn't know that at this time, Xue
What is Wei doing? It is already afternoon in Hong Kong. Maybe she is taking a nap, or reading a book with half-closed eyes in a lounge chair in the garden. Even if he has not seen it with his own eyes, Shao Junyan can imagine her.
With such a look, he couldn't help but curl his thin lips into a gentle smile.
However, when his consciousness gradually returned from illusion to reality, his smile disappeared. He knew clearly that no matter in the past, present or future, Xuewei had never belonged to him, and could never belong to him.
.Her love and hate, pain and sweetness are all related to another man, and he is just a small episode in her life and can never become the main theme.
Maybe it's really time for him to let go. His persistence will only bring pressure to Xuewei. If loving someone makes her feel burdened, then he would rather not love her. Even if he can only watch
Xuewei will always be in the arms of another man, and he also hopes that she will be happy. As long as she is happy, that is enough.
And he must also learn to give up and learn to discover other beauties. He knows that he will never forget Xuewei and may even love her for the rest of his life. However, this does not mean that he will wait for this for the rest of his life.
He has the responsibility to inherit the family, and it is even more impossible to make Xuewei feel guilty in this way. He wants to try to change, try to return from memories to reality.
Drinking one cup after another, the hot feeling stimulated his throat, but made his consciousness clearer. Somehow, he subconsciously thought of Xu Xintong, her drunk appearance, and her rosy little face.
, her hazy and moist eyes, those low, soft and light words. Her ability, her charm, her naughty, none of them were missed by him. He was so lucky to be replaced by someone else.
, it is impossible to see Xu Xintong with so many faces.
Xu Xintong, Xu Xintong, this name is like poison occupying all of Shao Junyan's consciousness at this moment. She will leave tomorrow. Although the two of them always meet frequently due to work, I don't know why, he just
I feel very lost, maybe this kind of opportunity to be alone together will never happen again.