"I don't know what to say." Fenghua pursed her lips: "I can't give you any recognition now, because I'm not sure what feelings I have for you, or even... whether I have feelings..."
Yes, she didn't know what she was thinking.
I always thought that she never wanted to live with a man.[
She had never fantasized about the future. Even if she did, it would be an ordinary life, a life of one person. She had never thought about who she wanted to be with, because she never believed in love, nor did she believe that a man would accompany her for the rest of her life.
She is insecure about men.
She has told herself since she was a child that she should work hard to do everything well. In her future life, she should also tell herself that everything is to tell herself that others are unreliable and not to rely on anyone, especially men!
Men are the most unreliable things!
She works so hard just to surpass men so that she can live well alone.
Now suddenly there was a man who wanted to live with her. The appearance of this man disrupted her previous thoughts.
Will this man stay with her for the rest of his life?
She doesn't believe it, she doesn't trust him.
No man is worthy of her trust.
She is afraid of being abandoned. Is she afraid that after she gets used to being relied on, she won't be able to survive alone?
Maybe she thinks too much, but she doesn't want to disrupt her life for the time being.
"Don't you even know whether you like me or not?" Yelujun couldn't help but ask.
Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time and knew that this woman might not take her to heart, when he actually heard her say this, he felt really confused and anxious.
"I don't know. I haven't thought about this problem. Let's talk about it after everything is over." Fenghua turned away.
"Don't run away, I want you to look at me." Yelujun boldly held her face for the first time and forced her to look directly into his eyes.
"You" Fenghua wanted to throw away his hand, but was stunned by his firm eyes.
"I know you like me. At least, you don't have feelings for me. It's just that you don't understand your own feelings. I will prove to you that the person who loves you the most must be me..."