This was her dream, to wear a wide and beautiful sun hat, with long flowing hair, put on a beautiful and fitting floral dress, wear red comfortable slippers, and sit on a gorgeous cruise ship,
Let the sea breeze blow on your face and watch the sunrise and sunset on the sea level on the white lounge chair.
But when the day finally came, she turned out to be far less comfortable than she had imagined.
At that time, she was actually extremely nervous and fragile. Even when going through security check at the airport, she almost lost her temper because a bottle of lotion in her bag was detained by customs officers.
Fortunately, her wit and intelligence helped her in the end. It wasn't until she was sitting on the plane and saw herself leaving this familiar city that her tears broke down again.
When that memory came to mind again at this moment, she couldn't help but cry.
She has never felt the cruelty of fate so strongly, so cruel that she had to bury her original self forever in such a romantic and beautiful time.
She knew that on the seventh day after Jiang Zhai was burned, Murong Qingzhen held a grand and gorgeous wedding for her. He rebuilt Jiang Zhai, every brick, every wood, every window and every door, according to the past.
Look.
Whether she wanted it or not, she became his wife in name only. Her memorial tablet was eventually brought to the ancient and prominent Murong family ancestral hall for placement.
He also held a decent funeral for her father. He buried him next to his mother's grave. The two finally completed the joint burial ceremony of living differently and dying in the same grave.
Every year during the Qingming Festival and the Underworld Festival, he would go to her parents' graves to send flowers on her behalf.
Ying Bailu cleverly used the space diary method to tell her everything without missing a beat.
She knew that her best friends were such smart people, and they must understand that with her personality, she would not leave them a message if she committed suicide.
She was so determined to die, and she would use that method. All of this implies that she is still alive, living silently in a corner of the world.
However, she can no longer appear in their lives.
Because, Jiang Zimo in the past is already dead.
Therefore, no matter how much she misses them, she must say goodbye to them.
Goodbye, Jiangcheng, the city that gave birth to her and raised her;
Goodbye, her best friend who shared joys and sorrows with her;
Goodbye, Bai Yanbing once plotted against her and used her, but in the end he probably still liked her a little bit;
Goodbye, Murong Qingzhen, who grew up with her childhood sweetheart and loved her dearly;
Goodbye, Bai Yanbing, who was once so proud but was willing to wash her hands and fry eggs for her and almost burn down the kitchen;
Goodbye, Murong Qingzhen, who once held flowers and made a lifelong promise to her;
Goodbye, all those memories of love that are full of lies and deceit, both beautiful and bitter;
Goodbye, he and he who once made her so painful and happy to the extreme...
Closing her eyes, Jiang Zimo thought about the past time over and over again, happy, angry, confused, disdainful, painful... The faces of Bai Yanbing and Murong Qingzhen overlapped and appeared in her mind repeatedly.
There were so many memories, such deep love, and such passionate affection, but it was destined that she would not be able to stay together with any of them until old age.