I stood in front of the window and stared at the falling snowflakes outside the window.
The first snow since the beginning of winter this year came unexpectedly.
"Yesterday, I always thought that if I walked into the human road and the first snowfall of the year fell, I would not face all this and leave the Yu Renmeng without looking back. But God will not allow me to escape.
I have to face the opportunity head-on. Well, after facing everything, this snow has also fallen."
I don’t know if I’m speaking these words to myself or to Piaopiao. Maybe it’s neither. I just want to ask God why it has to force me to face all this cruelty.
I think I didn't sleep for long, at most it was just a day and a night.
I am not a fragile woman. Emotional injuries hurt once or twice. Just get used to it. When the pain is extreme, I want to sleep. Is it not an exaggeration to relieve my pain in this way?
"Fei Yi, if you feel unhappy and cry, no one will laugh at you." Piao Piao came over and stood side by side with me.
I looked at her and smiled slightly, "I don't even have the motivation to cry. This shows that I am not a woman who loves to cry. Piao Piao, you have never been in love, and you have never experienced the feeling of falling into the hands of the same man twice.
How about it? For the time being, I can't get better. At least I have to wait until I leave here before I can stand up again. Let's pack up, I, we..." I covered my chest, feeling suffocated and uncomfortable, as if I couldn't breathe.
The feeling comes.
Piao Piao saw something was wrong with me, and quickly supported my body, murmuring softly, "You have been hit too hard, and you need to take good care of yourself now, otherwise you will suffer from heart palpitations. There is no rush to leave the Yu Renmeng."
I know you are worried about Xiaomi, but you have to take good care of yourself so that you can meet him in the best condition, right?"
"Xiao Mi is still waiting for me to go back to see him. He must be anxious. You don't know that I get better quickly with him by my side." I said to Piao Piao, "Why don't you pack your clothes now?
Leave this place as soon as possible, okay?"
There is no need for this Yu Renmeng to stay any longer.
Here, I not only see that I am a failed mother, but also a failed woman. I failed to get the Huandian to save my baby, and I failed to make Yang Yumo fall in love with me. Here, I
I was anxious and helpless, so I wanted to leave as soon as possible. Only by leaving this sad place could I get better quickly.