"Then let's leave here early. There's nothing wrong with my health... Really, I'm not lying to you. I don't want to stay here any longer." This is the truth.
I just want to leave here as soon as possible. Maybe if I leave, I can get better, maybe.
"Escape is not an option. This is what you said to me. Fei Yi, do you want to see him again? Say some things clearly in person so that we can make an end..." Seeing my increasingly pale face, I stopped admiring him.
He stopped talking.
Am I escaping now?
It was Mu Yiqing who said, I don't want to think about them anymore. Why did he say that I was escaping? I clearly saw the result and got the result. I thought that I was not escaping.
I even thought that the relationship between me and him was over long ago. When I think of him again, my heart aches and I find it difficult to breathe.
Frowning my brows, I got into bed uncomfortably and whispered: "I will think about your words carefully. Now I am a little tired, you go out first. If you are worried, let Piao Piao accompany me."
Mu Yiqing sighed. He seemed to be affected by me and became unhappy. My unhappiness spread to others. But now I can't think about it anymore.
I just want to know if I am really escaping.
I thought that this way, the man and I were over, and there was no need to suffer again. I was afraid that if I were in pain again, I would be unable to hold on and would never be able to stand up again.
Give me some time to think about it carefully, and it will be fine soon.
After resting for a day and night, and after eating, my body felt better and my spirit was much better. Piao Piao said, maybe I can return to my original state soon, as long as I maintain this state.
The snow is still falling. Since I fell asleep the day before yesterday, the snow has never stopped. It is not very heavy, but it is falling beautifully.
Piao Piao and I squatted on the ground to build a snowman, and we didn't feel the cold at all.
She piled up a man, a faceless man. I thought that man might be Mu Yiqing.
I also made a pile of a man. He has a face, Yang Yumo. Seeing that face, my heart aches. The strange thing is that it is not the severe pain at the beginning, but light pains one after another, like
It's like the pain of giving birth.
Looking at the ugly snowman, after thinking for a while, I built another snowman next to him, which was the image of a woman. Although the faces of both men and women were not clear, I knew that the female snowman hugging the man was the image of a woman.
Son.
Thinking of the two of them, the pain became a little stronger.