The tangle in Xu Qianfan's heart was no less than Jiang Ya's, but since he was a clear-minded and strong person, he could only calm down and think about the tangle, and immediately and completely understood it, so he didn't take it to heart anymore.
He admitted that he first paid attention to Jiang Ya because of her clean smell.
He also admitted that the aura on her body was very attractive to him. If it were another person, or two people appeared at the same time, before any feelings developed, he might really be like Jiang Ya thought, and he might choose another person.
However, this possibility did not happen. He first met Jiang Ya, then got close to her, and then was slowly attracted to her!
As for why he was attracted to her, he himself was actually a little vague. The initial aura was definitely the biggest reason... After all, if two people want to be together, they must be happy and comfortable.
He later went to find her, first because the aura was not accidental, but permanent. Then, he found that her family was in ruins, but she still lived a free and proud life. Her eyes were full of hope for life.
Hope...that's what he doesn't have. He knows that deep down in his heart, he only has world-weariness. The only reason not to let him commit suicide is just responsibility.
The more I get to know her, the more I am moved by the hope for life in her eyes.
Slowly getting to know her and getting to know her. He was even more surprised when he discovered that her strength was comparable to his. How did he have such strength? He knew how much he had suffered and how much he had suffered! Then this
How did this little person do it? Did he also experience the same hardships as him?
A feeling of pity appeared. Then he came to the capital... The more he came into contact with her, the more he wanted to get closer to her. Everything about her, her attitude towards life that was completely different from his, her aura that was completely opposite to his... everything about her...
It dazzled him and made him yearn for her. Especially when he looked at her, she always had a faint radiance on her body, like an angel. She was his salvation and the place his soul longed for.
At that time, he would still think that it was just because she was his only choice. But it wasn't until he knew that she had met Tang Jiu, that she was missing, and that she might have been killed by Tang Jiu, that he realized... That kind of feeling was definitely not because of
The aura on her body. He fell in love with her...
He still remembers that when he was very young, his father took him to see a psychiatrist because he did not want to contact anyone. After getting no results, his father once asked the psychiatrist: "Can't he be cured? Doesn't that mean he will be lonely all his life?"
The psychiatrist's answer was: "In principle, this is true, but there are exceptions. You know, human emotions are a wonderful thing. Maybe one day, he will fall in love with someone, and when he does, he will be willing to get close.
.All problems will be solved easily, believe me..."
Yes, it is love.
He even thought, maybe, he fell in love not because the breath was comfortable, but maybe because he fell in love, that's why he felt comfortable!
At this time, I even asked myself, if one day, Jiang Ya's body no longer has that kind of white aura, will he leave her, will he be disgusted and stay away from her like he treats others?
There is no need to delve too deeply into it, there is only one answer - no. No matter what she becomes, as long as she is still her, nothing will change!!
He figured it out and understood. He smiled peacefully... thinking that Jiang Ya would not be able to figure it out as quickly as he did. It would be better to explain it to her... When he got to her room, he found that she was already asleep.
He couldn't help but laugh, and then his eyes lit up.