In the past, Jiang Ya had never thought that she would have such an unstable day. She couldn't eat well and slept restlessly. Things that she could study for a long time when she was interested now only made her irritated.
She messed up the chess game, broke the piano, and almost got gas poisoning when she was working as a meal errand... She finally let it all go in frustration.
Qingyun came to see her and told her jokes that made her laugh for a long time in the past. But when she heard them now, apart from feeling irritated, she didn't feel there was anything to listen to. If it weren't for her strong self-control, she might have killed Qingyun.
It was blasted out.
Qingyun is a child who is very observant. Even if he doesn't quite understand, he can still make a good guess.
"Is sister worried about Brother Qianho? I'm worried about brother too!"
Jiang Ya woke up with a start. Thinking about her irritability these days, she felt suddenly enlightened and let out a long sigh of relief. Yes, it was because she was worried about that person. It was because he was obviously in the same place.
There was nothing wrong with her, and she was doing the same thing every day, except for three meals a day, one person missing, and the lack of warmth around her every night. She seemed to have lost her backbone, and her soul had no attachment! It suddenly dawned on her.
Then I remembered that she was waiting for that person to return!!
The reason why I am irritated is because that person has not returned yet, and because there has been no news about that person.
They belong to a confidential department, and all actions must be kept secret. Even to her family members, they must be kept secret. Xu Qianfan is so kind to others, let alone his colleagues? Even if they are his subordinates, they are not her subordinates. They
Act according to the rules, she has nothing to say.
Therefore, she became more and more irritable and unable to calm down!!
After sending Qingyun away, Jiang Ya decided what she must do!!
Xu Qianfan's deputy was found, a very serious guy. When Jiang Ya first met him, she curiously asked Xu Qianfan if people in their line of work had to keep a scary face and not talk much!
Xu Qianfan said that the position does require such characteristics. But the most fundamental reason is that he and the deputy have both retired from the front line, and their bodies are covered with blood and scars... They are no longer like ordinary people.
They don't need language, and those who work in their profession don't need language.
He was right, but Jiang Ya felt that Xu Qianfan was no longer so talkative!!
Xu Qianfan said that it was because of her, because he found her, and she was his salvation. She made his eyes no longer full of blood and dirt, made him see light and purity, and gave him the courage to live.
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Everyone in their profession needs salvation, but he is very lucky. But others...he can't control others.
But from Xu Qianfan's emotional tone, she understood that it is difficult to find a salvation in life!!
Many retired people need psychological treatment, which takes a long time... Even so, there are many who eventually go crazy... It is hard for ordinary people to imagine that when a person opens his eyes, all he sees is blood and corpses.
How do you face those ignorant and brilliant people outside... That feeling will drive you crazy!!
"Is there any news about Xu Qianfan?"
"Yes." This is the only answer she has been able to get for so long. There is news, which at least lets her know that everything is still under control, unlike Chang Qingfeng who suddenly lost the news like before.