Chapter 304: How can I love you after a hundred years?
"This matter is so simple for any couple. It only requires your consent and my willingness, but I have to go through so many struggles and finally end up with you drugging me. Haha, do you think it's funny?" Yan Zhi shook his head.
He looked at her tightly, with a determined bitter smile flashing across his lips.
The tears were like brocade, rushing like a river, she didn't know, she never knew that he didn't touch her because he was afraid of hurting her, she really didn't know the truth was like this.
"This is just the beginning, there are more funnier things, do you want to hear them?"
Sijin fluttered her moist eyelashes, blinked twice slowly, and looked into his dark pupils with some confusion, her heart gradually ached.
If this is just the beginning, is there anything more funny?
Zhi in front of her looked like a wounded animal, staring at her. His windbreaker was still so fluttering, his shoulders were still so broad, his chest was still so strong, and he still looked so strong that he could shield her from the wind.
Rain, but at this moment, she actually felt that she was so fragile.
This man who seemed so powerful to her was so emotionally powerless.
It turns out that there are times when he is at a loss, it turns out that there are times when he is confused, it turns out there are times when he is scared, and it turns out there are times when he needs protection.
But he has always been so powerful. It seems that there is nothing he can't handle and there is no need to rely on him at all!
"I know you hate this place, and I hate it too, but baby Sijin, I can't destroy this place. I have put all my expectations for the future here. I just want to hold up a sky for you forever.
From our babbling words to the fallen leaves returning to their roots, that’s it. Why can’t anyone stand still?
Thinking about the problem from my standpoint? Yes, Dad, Uncle Lei, you all do it for me. I know, I know everything, but who can know my difficulties? I just want to give a girl a lifelong love.
What's wrong with this? Why are you all forcing me, and now you're even willing to risk your life to force me, Sijin?"
"Do you think it's easy to be with you? You can be in a coma for seven days and seven nights without any warning, but I have to guard a hairless little dragon in fear! You can say without any warning that you can't remember anything and forget everything
Everyone has forgotten, but I have to guard a woman who easily forgets me, torturing my heart and lungs; then, someone told me that you can live for at least five hundred years, Sijin. You know when you look in the mirror every day and imagine yourself to be immortal.
How will I feel when I am not old?"
"I'm afraid that after twenty or thirty years, you, such a lustful girl, will abandon me, because I am getting older but you are still young and beautiful. This is not the most frightening thing. The most frightening thing is that a hundred years later,
What should I use to love you? Tell me how I will leave you alone in this world a hundred years from now without caring about you. Tell me how I will look at you alone in a hundred years.
Do you care about this complicated world and live in peace? Sijin, I only have a life span of no more than a hundred years, but you have a life span of no less than five hundred years. How can I hold your hand and promise you to hold hands with you until you grow old together for the rest of your life? I will never give up.
No matter how hard I try, I can't beat the years, no matter how much I struggle, I can't catch up with the extra four hundred years you have, no matter how much I swear, I can't give you a lifetime, do you understand?"