Feng Yunjin's voice brought back Long Yu Qingxu's momentarily dazed thoughts.
Meeting his eager and longing gaze, Long Yu Qingxu felt extremely ashamed.
How could I still miss Feng Yelin at this moment?
How can this be worthy of the affectionate Fengyun Jin?
Even she would hate and despise such a self!
Thinking that Feng Yelin was about to become someone else's groom, Long Yu Qingxu's heart felt like acupuncture pain.
A strong sense of revenge emerged from her momentary anger, which made her upset and almost hastily agreed to Feng Yunjin's proposal.
but……
This crazy idea is only fleeting!
Facing Feng Yunjin's sincere eyes, her reason, which had been temporarily obscured by anger, finally came to her senses.
No matter what the reason, she could not hurt this infatuated man.
Otherwise, she would never be able to wash away this serious sin in her lifetime.
At the same time, she had to admit that even if Feng Yelin went too far, even if Feng Yelin was heartless, even if they were strangers, even if...
Her heart is still full of him!
She hates! She resents!
But I never thought of truly expelling him from my heart.
She also hates herself like this, hates herself like this!
If she could, she would rather cut out her heart and throw it away than miss that wolf-hearted man!
It's a pity that people can control everything, except their own hearts!
However, this moment of struggle and thinking also made her realize one thing.
Since she is powerless to change, she must be stronger in this painful and exhausting moment, and cannot ruin another person's happiness because of temporary confusion and impulsiveness.
After thinking clearly, Long Yu Qingxu made a decisive decision and said frankly and decisively to Feng Yunjin, who was full of expectations:
"Brother Feng, I can't marry you! My heart can no longer hold anyone, and I can't give anyone happiness."
"I know this is stupid, but I don't want to force myself to forget. Similarly, you are my most beloved big brother, and I don't want to force myself to change. If you really care about me, then please respect my choice!"