He defended himself, but there was a sense of powerlessness in his tone. Is it because of my firm determination?
Is my determination wrong?
"I tell you, what I want is you, not a holy object. Can you believe my words? Can you believe me?"
"What about you?" I asked him, "Do you believe me? When you question me and Takenojo, do you believe that my heart for you will never change? Do you believe it?"
"Life - I -" he swallowed hard, "I'm really worried about losing you. I rarely lose my mind, but your contact with Takenojo made me lose my mind inexplicably! I have control.
Don't be angry, I told myself, you must have a reason, your feelings for me will not change, but I still can't control my emotions, Liffy, I'm sorry-"
Is this what he thinks?
Is this his confession?
Should I trust him?
The rain is pattering in front of me, splashing my sadness and my full love. Can I hug you, Zhenxian! Even if it is the last hug!
I let my body slowly fall into his arms, and the rain poured down my face.
His strong arms are also wrapped around my slim waist. We are so close. I wonder if our hearts are also so close! If I have clairvoyance, I can see clearly whether his heart is getting closer to me.
!"You were sitting in the car on the first day of school. The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you."
That rain, every trace of it, stirred my heart and made me express my original feelings for him.
His body felt tense.
"Do you know that when I was in the car, I felt the same way about you, just like you felt about me," he said.
True virtuous.
Is this true...
The rain blurred my vision and made my tears fly and messy...
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One of the serious consequences of being exposed to the rain is cold and fever.
Fortunately, my fever was not too severe. Under Taotao's careful care and the medicine prescribed by the school doctor, I recovered quickly. "Tell me, have you decided to break up with Senior Han?"
When Taotao learned about my experiences in the rain and my decision, she was greatly surprised.
"Because I don't want to suffer anymore and don't want to guess his heart." I gave the simplest reason.