"Since it's painful, then love yourself." Su San opened her lips softly.
She had tried before, she wanted to love but was unable to do so, she wanted to grasp but could not do anything. I am afraid only the person involved could understand the feeling of being on the verge of drowning.
"I also want to be better to myself. From now on, I want to love myself." Xuan Qin showed a faint smile.
She is a classic beauty, with an oval face, bright eyes like water, and lively pupils. When she smiles, she seems to have the whole world.
Why would Si Chun leave such a woman alone and not love her?
"Su San, I came to see you today actually because of Suo Pei." Xuan Qin changed the subject.
Su San probably understood Xuanqin's intention.
Even though Xuanqin has made up her mind to leave Si Chun, she still wants to see Si Chun happy. Only if Suo Pei is happy can Si Chun truly be freed.
"These years have not been easy for Suo Pei. Since Xiaoyu's death, he has lost the focus of his life. He has transferred all his hatred to Si Chun, and his temper has become weird. Su San, you appeared at this time
, Speaking of which, it was you who saved those two men. I think you have done your good deeds to the end, and Suo Pei is really good. In those years, he missed many good girls because of hatred because of his love for Xiaoyu. I don't want him to miss you again.
"Xuanqin said again.
"I know you came to persuade me today, not for Suo Pei, but for Si Chun, right?" Su San looked at Xuan Qin and asked.
Xuan Qin smiled and nodded slightly: "You are right, I am here for Si Chun. Si Chun has carried a heavy cross because of Xiao Yu. In the past few years, he has been preparing for Suo Pei's sudden attack almost all the time. It's you.
The appearance of the two of them saved them both."
"If I can't save myself, how can I save them?" Su San said softly.
"Su San, you can do it. You have to have confidence in yourself. Suo Pei fell in love with you but refused to admit the fact because he felt sorry for Xiao Yu and thought he had betrayed Xiao Yu, so he made the impromptu announcement that night that he and Qu Linlang were going to get married.
He just wants to use this method to prove that he has not forgotten Xiaoyu. Su San, do you know what I'm talking about?"
"I know." Su San nodded.
Xuanqin was explaining to her the reason why Suo Pei pushed her away. But pushing away means pushing away, and rejecting means rejecting. It doesn't make much practical sense to explain these things now.
She will feel sorry for Suo Pei, but this kind of distress has nothing to do with love, she knows.
"It's not easy to meet a man who loves you. Suo Pei loves you. I will stand on his side and speak for him today, not only for Si Chun, but also for Xiao Yu to rest in peace. I hope that I can see Suo Pei get peace.
He has been suffering from happiness for many years. If he misses you again, I think he will never be able to find happiness again." Xuan Qin joked sincerely.
Su San looked at this little woman who looked weak but was actually strong. Her expression was stubborn and her beautiful eyes were as clear as water.
"Xuanqin, I know, I will think about it carefully." Su San finally replied in a compromise manner.
Xuanqin smiled, stood up and prepared to leave.
"Wait a minute, are you planning to leave Si Chun?" For some reason, Su San felt that she had this plan.
Xuan Qin looked back and smiled: "Su San, you are a sensitive woman."
