"Yes, it was she who told me about the grudge between you. What I want to ask is, is she okay now?" Su San asked carefully.
"She left, and I don't know where she went. I heard that she went abroad." Speaking of Xuan Qin, Si Chun looked sad.
"If she leaves, why don't you go find her? Do you think Xuanqin is just a souvenir to you? In fact, Xuanqin's departure is her relief. She has been by your side for so many years and devoted herself to you.
It’s enough.” Su San opened her lips coldly.
Si Chun is not worthy of Xuan Qin, not at all.
"Yes, she has paid too much for me, and she should not waste her youth on me anymore. I am hopeless and have already sunk." Si Chun did not refute, looking slightly decadent.
In Su San's impression, Si Chun is a strong man. But emotionally, he will always be weak and a loser. Perhaps after Xiaoyu's incident, he has lost the ability to love.
This is just a poor man.
He fell in love with a woman he shouldn't have loved, got her, and eventually lost her, and also lost a good friend. Then there was a woman who stayed with him without regrets, but he didn't know how to cherish it and didn't dare to love again.
.So, he is extremely pitiful.
"Si Chun, you have to strive for happiness by yourself. If you always look back, happiness will not wave to you. You can save it before it's too late. When you are old and dim, you can think of a woman and want her to stay forever.
When I'm with you, that's what you want. If you leave, I don't want to see you."
Seeing Si Chun's decadent look, Su San was very angry. Because she saw her own reflection in this man. Both she and him failed. She wanted to love but dared not love. When she dared to love, she had already lost the partner. She was so depressed.
pole.
Si Chun stood up and walked out the door.
"Xiaosan, I want to call you this once. Suo Pei and Fang Che both call you this, but I am not qualified.
In the beginning, it was indeed because you were similar to Xiaoyu that I took you with me, and for this reason, Suo Pei got attached to you. For this reason, I am ashamed of you.
I like you, not because of Xiao Yu, but because you are the unique Su San. I once thought I was alive again, but since Suo Pei got entangled with you, I realized that I have no hope in this life.
I didn't go to Xuanqin because I knew I couldn't give her the love she wanted. Only when she leaves me can she be freed and start her own life again, which is the best thing for her.
I have redeemed your mistress's house for you. You can do what you want from now on, and no one will disturb your peace again."
Si Chun's footsteps left and the door closed. Only then did Su San turn around and stared at the direction he was leaving, stunned.
After this time, Si Chun might not appear by her side again?
He has always been with me as a friend, coming and going quietly.
In this way, Su San took back her mistress's house. When she was in a good mood, she opened the door to do business. When she was in a bad mood, she wandered around.
From the East District to the West District, keep walking. Finally, I slowly returned to my cozy little nest.
Sometimes she would suddenly and nervously run to the villa where Fang Che took her to look around, hoping to meet him there by chance. Then he would laugh and make fun of her.
Sometimes she waited from morning to afternoon until the taxi driver urged me, and then she turned back in despair.