Chapter 80: Dependent origin and extinction: under his palm
"Suo Pei, no matter how many mistakes I make, I still love you. Can you give me another chance? I don't want to miss you, not at all." Su San said, blocking Suo Pei's path with a dumb voice.
Said: "Suopei, I love you!"
Suo Pei's cold eyes gained a touch of warmth because of her confession.
"Suopei, please give me another chance." Su San tightened his hand.
She was looking forward to Suopei's answer and wanted to know what the result of her efforts would be.
Suopei was her first love, the purest and most beautiful emotion in a person's life. She didn't want to miss this man just like this.
There was struggle and confusion in Suo Pei's eyes. Slowly, his eyes became as cold as iron again.
Su San knew that this time, she lost, lost everything.
She let go of her hand holding his arm and slipped it away feebly: "Suopei, you and I are really not destined to be together."
She is forcing a love that is not hers.
When she first started to love him, he pushed her away without hesitation; when he wanted to come back to find her, he pushed her away again because of a misunderstanding; when she tried her best to win him back, he didn't.
Give her a chance, so she has no choice but to let go of his hand.
She finally understood why she chose "Sad Movie" when she and Suo Pei were watching a movie, because she and he were destined to be separated from the beginning.
"Mistress..." Suo Pei held Su San's hand, hesitation flashing in his eyes again.
"Suo Pei, I once heard Si Chun say that you are an unintentional person, and I was also curious about your story. I sincerely hope that one day you can let go of the past and treat the people around you well, such as Qu Linlang. She saw
Come on, she is a good woman." Su San smiled at Suo Pei.
Her eyes were fixed on his hand holding hers, and she wanted to hold on to this man tightly.
Finally, she brushed his hand away.
Suo Pei's hand weakly waved in the air once, twice, three times...
Su San turned around and walked into the quiet alley.
From today on, she will put Suo Pei down.
She could not open the knot in Suopei's heart. He had sealed his own heart, and his cold heart would not open to her.
Isn't spring coming? Why is the sunshine today not warm at all, but also a bit chilly?
Back home, Su San hid in bed and lay down, just wanting to have a good sleep. After waking up, she was still the same Su San as before, the optimistic Su San.
It's okay, it's just a broken love, it's no big deal. He's just a man. Without him, there will be a better man to make up for it. It's okay, there's nothing wrong with her at all.
Su San repeatedly stressed in her heart that she was fine, but her heart still ached a little, and she couldn't lie to herself.
The first love in her life ended in vain. If she mourned for a while, no one would laugh at her.
She took out the blue umbrella that Suopei gave her, and hid it after that. His strong handwriting on it was still clear: "The mistress is Suopei's woman."
Maybe as time goes by, these handwritings will slowly disappear, just like her pain at this moment...
Su San's tears fell bit by bit. She was neither acting in someone else's movie nor watching a movie.
From now on, she will let go of the man she loves.
Su San cried heartbrokenly, mourning her lost love in this way.
Finally, she closed her eyes and fell asleep slowly...
