For several days, Han Zhiyan did not see Shangguan Chen. Sometimes, she made excuses to go downstairs to have dinner with them.
But what disappointed her was that after that day, she never saw him at home again.
Han Zhiyan was listless and depressed all day long.
How many times have you picked up your phone and pressed that familiar number, wondering where he is?
He even wanted to ask other people why he didn't go home. Was it because he was busy at the company or because he didn't want to see her?
But in Han Zhiyan's heart, she felt that it was obviously his fault, so why should she put aside her pride and not care about him?
So Han Zhiyan still forced herself to give up the idea.
Although Han Zhiyan pretended to be fine on the surface, everyone else knew that Han Zhiyan's entire mind was on Shangguan Chen.
I just feel that this is a matter between the two of them, and it is not easy for them to expose anything, and it is not easy for them to talk about those unpleasant things in front of Han Zhiyan.
The key is that they can better understand each other's thoughts, so that they can truly gain happiness and relief.
A week has passed. Today, after Han Zhiyan had lunch, she was really thinking about things all day long at home, so she told Su Hong that she wanted to go out for a walk.
Su Hong saw that she was bored at home all day and wanted to go out for a walk. For safety, she asked Lao Wang to take Han Zhiyan out.
After Han Zhiyan walked around like this, at night, she was still walking in the square in the city center, with the same scenery and the same silence.
The only difference is that she is not accompanied by Shangguan Chen. Thinking of that time she walked here with Guan Chen, the loneliness in her heart becomes even stronger.
Suddenly, "The One I Love" by Lin Youjia was played on the big screen in the square, which made many couples stop and listen.
"I know the story won't be too twisty
I always meet someone
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The person I love is not my lover
Every inch of his heart belongs to another person
She is so happy, so happy that she is so cruel
Why is his love so deep that makes me love and hate him at the same time?
The person I love already has a lover
The look in their eyes showed that it was impossible for me
Whenever I hear him or her say we
It’s like hearing the eternal mockery of love.”
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Listening to this song, Han Zhiyan couldn't help but smile bitterly in her heart. Her love with Shangguan Chen was just so sad. She loved him who always had another in her heart. She even heard him say that he would never replace her in his heart.
place in the heart.
Han Zhiyan couldn't help but feel sad, but she laughed at her own self-deception and wishful thinking.
But she never thought of replacing anyone. Did he really not have any feelings for her all this time?
It is undeniable that there will be feelings, even if two strangers have been together for a long time, they will have feelings, but that is just habit and dependence.
His love is too luxurious for her, making it unattainable for her, and may even cause her to be completely injured.
Her courage has been worn away a long time ago, so what else can she say about happiness?
Han Zhiyan slowly squatted down, as if she was trapped in the ice. She couldn't help but wrap her hands around her body and shrink her body into a small ball.
A moist and crystal light flashed under those clean and clear eyes, and the tears fell down like rolling beads, and every inch of the face became cold as the tears streaked across it.
Under the poignant moonlight, in the quiet square, Han Zhiyan seemed to feel that she was the only one left in the world. However, in her sadness, she did not realize that there was a pair of shining gems in the shade of a tree not far away.
His eyes were staring at her all the time, with a hint of distress in his eyes.