Shangguan Chen gently released his embrace, lowered his head, and looked at Han Zhiyan, who looked aggrieved, with his dark eyes.
Han Zhiyan felt Shangguan Chen let go of his hand and turned slightly sideways, her expression a bit sad, which deeply hurt Shangguan Chen's eyes.
Did she misunderstand?
She must have thought that he had always regarded her as Xintong's substitute.
Shangguan Chen tried his best to appear calm, turned over and supported Han Zhiyan's shoulders, caressing her face with soft eyes, and coaxed softly, "Yanyan, you misunderstood, I did not transfer her love to you.
, I just want to tell you that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with now and in the future."
"If I said something that made you unhappy, can I apologize to you?"
The remaining trace of sadness under his eyes faded away, revealing an unusual tenderness.
"Chen, I don't want to blame you. After all, you have loved her for more than ten years. It doesn't mean that you can forget it easily. It's just...it's just that the better you treat me, the sadder and uneasy I feel, because I
I'm afraid that one day, you will leave me alone, and all the good things you did to me will...disappear...gone." Han Zhiyan frowned and said truthfully, her tone full of grievances.
Before he finished speaking, Han Zhiyan broke off her voice and began to cry more and more sadly. Tears flowed harder on his fingertips.
They were obviously silent tears, but when they passed through his fingertips, they hit his heart like a boulder.
He felt distressed and softened.
Shangguan Chen's heart was particularly painful and he kept coaxing, "Yanyan, I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing. Don't be sad, okay? In my heart, you are very important, the most important, and no one can do it anymore."
Take your place in my place."
He gently wiped the tears from her face, but it seemed that her tears could not be wiped away no matter how hard he wiped them away. He could only put her head on his chest, lowered his head and coaxed softly in her ear, "Yan
Yan, please don't cry, okay, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I just want to be good to you and give you the best, I never thought that you were just afraid of one person, I was wrong!"
"Sorry, baby!"
He never knew that he could make her happy just by being nice to her and accommodating her.
He ignored that what she wanted most was that she was afraid of the loneliness and despair she would feel alone.
Once, she faced cynicism alone.
Once, she faced all the Shangguan family's machinations alone.
Once, she faced heavy fear alone and lost her child.
All of this cannot be erased by being nice to her.
What she needs is a hug that he can rely on when she is sad and scared.
What she needs is for him to be by his side when she is happy.
These are undoubtedly the hopes that he can be by her side, but he has ignored them all...
No matter how sad Han Zhiyan is, she always knows what the three words "I'm sorry" mean behind Shangguan Chen.
It is undoubtedly a symbol of caring about yourself.
She didn't doubt that Shangguan Chen cared about her, but she was happily and greedily attached to him. Could she really be with him for the rest of her life?
But she couldn't say a word, she just snuggled into his arms as if her whole body was weak, crying feebly.
Chen, do you know? I greedily want to be with you for the rest of my life.
But once I think of his illness, I think of all the accidental injuries in the past.
She became desperate and frightened.
His kindness, his thoughtfulness, his gentleness, even everything about him.