What's more important is that the man he loves so much turns out to be the person he loves most.
Han Zhiyan never thought in her wildest dreams that she was the person he had been thinking about for more than ten years.
When she thought of this, Han Zhiyan's heart was filled with overflowing emotions.
Shangguan Chen slowly sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hands, and hugged her gently. The look on his face was gentle and unspeakably soft, and he hugged her with a bit of pity and cherishment.
After a while, his gentle and beautiful voice sounded in her ears, "Yanyan, do you know, I suddenly hate myself so much."
Han Zhiyan's heart trembled, but she still didn't say anything, frowning slightly, and a layer of deep thought flashed under her eyes.
Immediately, I heard Shangguan Chen's elegant and free voice again: "I feel so useless, why do I let you bear all this."
"What you do is more cruel than dying from an illness."
"Why are you doing this? Do you know how much pain it brings to me!" Shangguan Chen opened his mouth with hatred in his heart, but it was so soft.
Just a few simple words made Han Zhiyan feel a little sad in her heart.
Every word he spoke was like a sharp sword, carving deep traces in her heart.
Then, a warm current seemed to overflow, causing pain.
The mist of tears that rolled under the eyes slowly fell down drop by drop.
Han Zhiyan's weak eyes drifted slowly and came into contact with the sadness as heavy as water in Shangguan Chen's eyes.
Han Zhiyan was extremely sad to see her.
Her eyelids trembled slightly, and tears suddenly rolled down her eyes.
She closed her eyes, nestled in his arms, and breathed deeply the scent of the man she loved so much, and shed heavy tears.
Chen, I'm sorry, please forgive my selfishness.
Because this is the only way, I really can't bear to see you leave me forever.
I really can't bear this kind of pain.
I know I'm cowardly, but I just want you to live well in this world.
Just live a good life on my behalf.
Chen...I love you...but I'm really sorry for causing you such pain.
For you, I can only do this...
"Chen..." Han Zhiyan's voice became intermittent and stumbling because of crying. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Please forgive my selfishness. I know that I am useless and I can only choose to do this."
"No, I'm the useless one!" Shangguan Chen hugged her, gently rubbed her head, and whispered.
Han Zhiyan shook her head, bit her lip, and put on a beautiful smile on her face, "Chen, can you tell me something about how we met when we were kids? I don't seem to have even thought of it..."
Shangguan Chen looked at the smile on her face, and suddenly felt pain in his heart. He clearly felt that she was holding back and didn't want him to worry.
After hearing her words, I recalled those familiar scenes in my mind, and my smile was even more thrilling than that of Han Zhiyan, but there was a faint hint of sadness.
"When we first met, you loved to laugh. At that time, you loved to cling to me, and you naturally attracted my attention."
"Every time I ignore you, you cry and say I bully you."
"You even take the initiative to ask me to marry you when I grow up."
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Shangguan Chen hugged her and talked about the past in a soft voice, as if telling a story, very patiently and gently.
Han Zhiyan lay in his arms, listening to his gentle and gentle voice, slowly closing her eyes, and the picture of what Shangguan Chen was talking about also appeared in her mind.