Chapter 119: There is no time in life, don't force it [2]
The misunderstanding with April became more and more confusing the more I explained it. In the end, I felt exhausted mentally and physically, and my heart no longer wanted to be eager. Maybe there was nothing wrong with going back to the previous life, alone.
Melody tried hard to calm down. She took a deep breath...
But the shadow of April keeps appearing in my mind... I can't help but think about it...
There was silence in the room, as if the hearty laughter just now was still echoing.
No one can understand his mood at this time. For April, he is not distrustful but afraid...
I'm afraid that she will leave me, but I'm afraid that I can't control her, and I'm afraid that one day she'll even have her body taken over by someone else.
Because he is her first man, and he only wants to be the only man in her life.
But I can't control myself at all and do some things that I can't control at all.
Just because of her, she always makes herself suffer so easily. Perhaps her inadvertent words,
But she was troubled, thinking... and feeling uncomfortable because of those words. Does she understand herself?
Could it be that I love her so much and she doesn't feel anything at all?
Apart from bursts of bitterness and sadness, I really don’t know what else is left in my heart? My love for her?
Melody sighed deeply and turned back to April without looking, because her heart had become cold and cool.
It’s been a long time since I’ve worked so hard to pursue someone. I’m used to that kind of happy life.
I am used to being alone and missing someone, but her appearance breaks everything that has been fixed in my world.
Including feelings and everything that I had finally settled down, her appearance made it impossible to escape.
The problems I had been avoiding all disappeared, and I began to feel passionate about women instead of the previous indifference.
But she was already trapped, but she was still in the same place, not seeing what she had done.
Melody kept blinking her eyes and raised her head to face the blue sky with a pale smile.
He turned around and strode towards the door, still not looking back at April. He was afraid that he could not help but start to regret his decision.
April also felt very strange, even sad. She didn't know why it was like this... she kept looking at Melody's back, why she was so heartbroken and heartbroken.