Thinking of this, Mi's father felt a slight pain in his heart. He blamed himself and thought, did this child's personality change because of his heartbroken words and careless words when he was a child?!
At this moment, Mi's father is even more looking forward to meeting Yin Mo, the man who will take care of his daughter from now on.
"Dad, why are you laughing?" After the two of them finished playing, they just sat down to rest when Mi saw his father smiling in ecstasy.
"Oh! I was thinking that you all have grown so big." Mi's father said.
Mi Ai pouted, "Of course you are older, how many years have it been." She said this carelessly.
The speaker was unintentional, but the listener was interested. Mi's father thought Mi Ai was complaining that he hadn't been home for many years.
Dad Mi sighed, "It's not that I don't want to go back, but I don't dare to go back because I'm afraid of thinking of your mother."
After hearing this, Mi Ai's face changed greatly, and she immediately sank. Is it necessary to remind her like this that she killed her mother?! By not going home for so many years and ignoring her, isn't she punishing her?
Kill her mother and kill his wife?
Mi Ye saw Mi Ai's face change drastically, and he became anxious. He knew Mi Ai better than Mi's father. Every word and deed she said, every frown and smile, even if she pouted, Mi Ye knew what she was thinking. Now
Mi Ai must have been unhappy when her father mentioned something sad.
"Mi Ai, Dad didn't mean that. He was just afraid of reading and thinking. After all, this was their previous home." Mi Ye explained nervously. He was afraid that Dad and Mi Ai would have some trouble before the Chinese New Year.
For so many years, neither of them mentioned the past, but don't mention it suddenly, Mi Ai's temper can be ignited easily.
He couldn't afford to offend him. He would rather offend his father than Mi Ai.
Mi Ai glanced at Mi Ye and said nothing, so you have to talk too much.
Only then did Mi's father realize that he had said the wrong thing, so he explained, "I don't blame you. Don't think too much. It's not because of you that you haven't been home for so many years. It's just because there are too many memories of your mother and me here, and
My art exhibition at Dialogue in the United States also helped, but that’s it, don’t blame yourself, I’ve never blamed you.”
In so many years, this is the first time that Mi's father has mentioned the past, and it is also the first time that he has said so much to Mi Ai.
Isn't it strange that Mi Ai doesn't appreciate it? If not, would she have heard such words when she was a child?
She heard her father say with her own ears, 'Why wasn't she the one who died? Why did my wife die because of her?'
When a child hears her father say such words with her own ears, it is difficult for her not to take it to heart.
Dad Mi sighed, "I knew you heard what I said back then, but I was ashamed of myself for not explaining it. Your mother had just died, and the bad news of her death almost destroyed me. Whatever angry words I said at that time, I didn't know what to say.
I know, later on when I slowly accepted the news of your mother’s death, and when I thought about those words again, I realized that they were childish words, so I immediately wanted to ask you to explain, but... you no longer
Talk to me."
Mi Ai and Mi also remembered after Mi's dad said it. Mi Ai had heard those words with his own ears. Later, when Mi's dad took the initiative to get close to Mi Ai, Mi Ai no longer ignored Mi's dad, and even
Avoid him.
It turns out that the tense relationship they have had for so many years is not entirely due to Mi's father. A large part of it is Mi's love. She refuses to talk to him, and it's useless for him to explain. He wants to give her father's love, but
Mi Ai avoided him and didn't give him a chance. He was so exhausted, so he simply went to the United States and left the child with his father.