His master has disappeared, and as a shadow, he should have disappeared with it. Under the scorching sun, he cannot survive without his master's shadow.
However, he is still alive.
Because his master hopes so much, because his master told him that she will come back, no matter how far or how long, she will definitely come back.
He believed in her. He had always believed in her and only believed in her. In other words, he would rather choose to believe in her.
He couldn't imagine how he would live without her in his life, but he was even more worried about not being able to find her when he arrived in hell. He was even more worried about how sad she would be if his master really came back and he was not there.
He firmly believes that a shadow cannot live without its master, and the master cannot live without its shadow.
Therefore, he chooses to wait, whether it is a day, a year, or a lifetime. The master once said that the one who stays is the most painful. He believes it and understands it deeply.
Seeing her figure disappearing in another man's arms at the same time, his heart also died, and he had to do it again every day while waiting.
He used killing to rejuvenate his dying heart.
He works hard to do everything, everything that may make the master happy, everything that the master may hope to see, everything that may have a chance to make the master smile...everything
Everything is done for the sake of the master.
When the days passed, when his heart was so numb that it no longer hurt, when everything he did for his master was perfect and couldn't be more perfect...the master hadn't come back yet.
He thought about giving up, but he was afraid that the master would come back on the second day after he gave up...or the third day, or the fourth day... He was not sure, and he didn't know. The master was either too far away, or in
She encountered difficulties on the way back, or the man by her side couldn't do everything well for her...
He made all kinds of guesses. When one day, he was almost driven crazy by all kinds of guesses, he decided that he would leave this almost perfect castle built for his master, he would go to find the master, and he would go to meet the master.