Chapter 229: Mu Shiqin, you are a shameless bastard!
Life seems to be an extremely fierce and unknown competition. You may be laughing one moment and crying the next!
Liancheng's salary is not high and unstable.
Sometimes it’s one or two hundred, sometimes it’s not fifty!
Tonight, he put one hundred and fifty yuan into Ruoxi's hand. Ruoxi looked at him strangely and frowned: "Isn't the salary once a month?"
Liancheng was stunned for a moment, then scratched his long hair and whispered: "This, this is the filial piety money given by the contractor!"
"Really? This contractor is quite discerning!" Ruoxi grabbed the cold money in her hand and shook her head angrily: "But it's too little!"
Liancheng didn't say anything. His long hair covered the man's eyes. Ruoxi didn't know what the man's expression was like!
"I'm going to wash my face!" After saying that, Liancheng took off his coat and went to wash his face!
Looking at the dark purple jacket that the man took off, Ruoxi bought it for him when the mall had a sale!
The sleeves are basically frayed, the top zipper has long been broken, and all the buttons are missing!
Ruoxi thought that if he dressed like this, people would laugh at him. No matter how capable Liancheng was, I'm afraid his boss wouldn't reuse him!
Ruoxi tightened her grip on the money in her hand and thought of it as an investment!
The next day, Ruoxi was sent to kindergarten overnight. It is the best bilingual kindergarten. Although the tuition is expensive, the treatment is very good and the teachers are also very strong!
When leaving, Xiaoye was very quiet, looking at Ruoxi's eyes with a different kind of determination.
Ruoxi didn't know what that meant.
Before leaving, Ruoxi asked the teacher to be more considerate, and then secretly stuffed some money.
The teacher smiled like water and said that this is a matter of duty and he will pay attention to it, and then stuffed the money into the pocket of the sacred clothes.
Ruoxi also laughed, laughing ironically.
After leaving the kindergarten, Ruoxi went to the mall for a stroll, and then looked at the suits of different brands in the men's area. The prices were staggering. The tour guide smiled and pointed at the black suit Ruoxi was looking at. She said with a smile.
"Miss, you are really discerning. This set of clothes is the latest model. There is only one set in the whole store. Now it is discounted from the original price of 870,000 yuan. Now it only costs 490,000 yuan!"
Ruoxi touched from the cuffs to the front, then touched the delicate buttons and smiled lightly. Which year's new model is this?
Ruoxi had seen this set in Liancheng's wardrobe before. He bought it but never wore it. He didn't know if it was still hanging or if it had collected dust!
Facing the shopping guide's fiery eyes, Ruoxi smiled faintly: "Sorry, I don't have any money!"
Sure enough, the woman glared at Ruoxi mercilessly, then muttered some unpleasant words and left from Ruoxi.
Ruoxi smiled faintly and walked towards the discount area.
When passing by the brand women's clothing area, Ruoxi looked at the exquisite women's clothing in the window, and suddenly missed the boldness of shopping with credit cards before, but it no longer belonged to him!
She didn’t have too much time to be sentimental or sigh!
Ruoxi bought a decent-looking black suit in the discount area. It didn't come in Liancheng's size, so she could only buy one size larger. At that time, she was still thinking that Liancheng would definitely be able to grow!
When paying the money, Ruoxi felt unspeakably distressed!
Five hundred dollars is gone!
After returning home, Ruoxi used the rice cooker to cook a little. I wonder if it was because of the cold weather, and the porridge cooked slowly.
There's some slurping on top, but it doesn't show that it's done.
Ruoxi looked at □□'s suit and was still thinking, will Liancheng be very happy when he comes back?
Soon, the phone rang!
Ruoxi opened it: "Hello?"
"Hey, are you Li Ye's parent?"
Suddenly, Ruoxi had an ominous premonition: "What happened to Xiaoye?"
"I am Xiaoye's class teacher... Xiaoye is currently emotionally unstable. During class, he inserted scissors into his own eyes. Now the hospital is undergoing emergency treatment! Sorry!" The female teacher's voice was soft, as if she had done something wrong.
The child feels like crying.
Ruoxi's scalp began to feel numb and her eyesight began to dim. Ruoxi even wondered if the teacher had called the wrong number.
After entering the hospital, I was pushed out of the emergency room overnight. The original orange uniform was stained with bright blood, which looked so dazzling.
When the doctor saw Ruoxi walking over, his whole body was trembling, and he was even more frightened than Ruoxi.
The woman said with a smile: "Mother Xiaoye, I'm sorry, we really tried our best..."
Ruoxi was very strange and didn't understand what it meant. She suddenly remembered what the doctor said to the family members in the TV series.
Ruoxi looked at Xiaoye being pushed out and wanted to cry, but she couldn't shed any tears!
Is this really Xiaoye?
That child who once made me feel well-behaved? That child who was so cold and calm that it made people feel bad?
Why? Why are his eyes so empty?
The doctor sent the comatose child to the general ward, and then said calmly: "Who is the parent?"
At this moment, Ruoxi has no expression, or she is crying in her heart, but there is no expressive ability on her face, as if she has no facial features.
Ruoxi kept looking at the doctor, looking at the opening and closing of her lips. Her calm tone was as innocuous as if she was talking about today's weather: "The patient's left eyeball was removed. Sorry, we have done our best. When the patient was sent to the hospital,
It won't work. The retina is too damaged and the scissors pierced the entire eyeball. All we can do is stop the bleeding and save the child's life. Don't be too sad. The child is still young. We have used anesthesia, but he can't feel it.
Pain. If you think losing your left eye is unsightly, we have the most complete institution here to install the most perfect eyeball for your child!"
Ruoxi didn't know what the doctor was talking about, and even though she said it, she didn't listen.
Then Ruoxi looked at the doctor's eyes and thought, those black pupils kept moving back and forth.
Ruoxi thought, if he was injected with anesthetic and then his eyeballs were removed, wouldn't he feel pain?
Ruoxi sat beside Li Ye's bed and touched the child's gauze-covered eyes. There was scarlet blood on the gauze on the left side. Ruoxi wondered if these were Xiao Ye's tears.
The doctor behind him was still carefully introducing the hospital's plastic surgery facility.
Ruoxi didn't listen and interrupted him calmly and coldly. She said lightly: Where is the eyeball? Where is the left eyeball that was removed overnight?
The doctor was suddenly startled and looked at Ruoxi in surprise. Maybe he thought that there was no family member who could ask such a shocking question to a patient.
“The eyeball is in the emergency room trash can!”
"Can you give it back to me?" Ruoxi turned to look at the doctor, looked into his eyes, and begged: "Can you give me the child's eyeballs? How could he see without eyeballs? Without eyeballs,
There are only bloody holes left in the eyes. He will be in pain, will be scared, and will cry. Can you give it back to me? Please!"
The doctor took a breath, twitched the corners of his stiff mouth, and forced a smile: "Please calm down, even if I give it back to you, you won't be able to put it in because it's already broken..."
"give me back!"
Soon, Ruoxi saw Xiaoye's missing left eye, but she didn't expect the picture to collapse like that.
On the cold, white tray, there was a marble laughing thing. It was bloody, as if the blood vessels were still beating. The most terrifying thing was that there was a pair of scissors on it, which had passed through the eyeball, as if it could be cut open.
Same.
The crystal-like pupils had been shattered, and streams of black blood were flowing out.
Ruoxi stroked her gently, feeling the different touches.
The kindergarten teacher next to him began to groan in pain, then looked at Ruoxi with wide eyes and fear, and his body began to twitch.
Ruoxi thought, what is she afraid of?
Ruoxi saw that in her dilated pupils, there was a woman with disheveled hair, holding scissors in her hand, and a broken eyeball on the scissors. The person inside was smiling, with a charming and terrifying smile.
Ruoxi thought, she must be possessed by a demon, otherwise how could she smile so enchantingly when she was the saddest?
Ruoxi pulled out the scissors from her eyeballs, then held the round, bloody thing in her hand and started kissing it.
Xiaoye, my dear child, these are your eyes.
Since it is a part of you, then I should love it as much as I love you.
Ruoxi opened her mouth, and amidst the screams of the doctor and teacher, she ate the bloody eyeball and felt it slowly slide into her lower abdomen.
Child, maybe I should let you be conceived in my belly so that you can be complete!
Ruoxi pounced on Xiaoye's petite body. He was still a four-year-old child, only four years old!
Why? Why is this happening?
Xiaoye, my dear child, why is your life obviously bright, but now there is only the mess of darkness?
Tell me, what did you see when you opened your eyes?
Is it an abyss of despair or a scarlet hole?
Which one makes you more desperate?
The cold window curtains kept swaying, and with the open windows, a light breeze was emitted. It flew in the empty moment, how could there be nothing? On the glorious floor, there was still light illuminated by the water, and they occasionally
The light of lightning emitted, and at that moment, Ruoxi suddenly felt as if her hands and feet were being restrained.
Suddenly, Ruoxi had a dream, in which she returned to the first time they met!
Ruoxi thought, thinking, the night lingered and flashed in her mind.
The devil's eyes were always staring at him coldly, making her unable to sleep peacefully.
In that silence, Ruoxi suddenly remembered that his son had no eyes!
Such beautiful eyes were actually pricked by cold scissors, and he was the one devouring the child's eyes!
In a daze, Ruoxi returned to the rotten and dilapidated city. In the gloom, the only color was the dazzling bright red!
The boat kept swaying in the water called the past. Ruoxi couldn't see the past or the future clearly!
So the turbulent memory reminds me every time, what is the name that makes me cry in despair?
It turned out to be blank, so blank that no matter how carefully you fill in the colors, you can't draw it!
No one can tell Ruoxi how much fear is hidden under those ice-blue eyes!
The wind was still blowing gently, and the hair tickled Ruoxi's forehead. Inexplicably, Ruoxi dreamed of that man again.
Do I think of you when I am in despair and heartbreak?
Mu Shiqin, the man who caught my eye the first time I met him!
Mu Shiqin, the man who made me crazy and obsessed with him?
Mu Shiqin, the man she called brother-in-law!
Mu Shiqin, the man who made their sisters kill each other!
It was so profoundly reflected in Ruoxi's heart. In her mind, even if the memory surges again and traces of the original one are found. Even if she is forced by life now and the crisis fills her whole body and mind, it still cannot dissipate!
Who said time is the medicine that heals wounds?
The fluttering soft white clouds seem to be touched by reaching out, and Ruoxi passes through the thick red wall, caressing the refreshing wind. The air is still condensed and gloomy, and the thousands of feet of rays cannot shine in, and the brightness disappears.
Coldness and darkness are still the main themes of this room.
How much unspeakable love is there?
How many unexplained feelings are there?
It all buries itself!
The hands that touched the four seasons desolate the whole world as if traveling through time. With Ruoxi's tears, they wandered back and forth like that!
But how could Ruoxi see clearly? How could she see clearly the formerly noble and elegant Liancheng, how could she see clearly this man who was forced by life and was still decadent and strong?
How could Ruoxi forget her son? That child named Lian Ye!
He lay trembling, as if he were about to die!
Ruoxi knew that it wasn't that he didn't feel pain or pain, but he was just too good at guessing adults' moods and couldn't convert his heart.
Eventually he became lonely and indifferent.
Ruoxi understands, can understand Lian Ye, its lonely body, dark shadow, sad pain, and sad figure. Others can see the future tomorrow, but he can't see it, or even think of it!
People say that personality has a lot to do with the environment in which one was born. Ruoxi thought, it must be right!
She is not a very responsible mother. She always leaves herself scarred and licks the wounds where no one can see her. But she always forgets that there is a child at home who needs her comfort and care.
She didn't know if she was dreaming again. In the dream, Xiaoye's eyes were perfect, as eye-catching and dazzling as his. It shouldn't be said that there was a trace of dust in the dazzling eyes that could not be wiped off. Ruoxi was washing herself on the swing, wantonly
of flying!
Ruoxi saw that in those beautiful and sad eyes, she actually shone through. Her dark jade hair raised a beautiful loneliness, and the woman on the wicker chair was breathtakingly beautiful. Her exquisite facial features and elegant temperament,
The flying skirt, is that really me? Ruoxi smiled sarcastically, and sure enough, the power of money is powerful, no one can resist it, it can turn ugly women into beautiful women, and beautiful women into stunning beauties.
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Ruoxi looked at the child running over with a smile and raised her arms. She knew that she had failed in her responsibilities as a mother, so she would start making amends from now on!
I'll make it up to you little by little, my child!
Learn to love you little by little, my Xiaoye!
Learn how to hug you, how to protect you, learn to hide your breath when licking your wounds. Learn to work hard to release a smile even in a dark life. Because you are still alive!
"Mom!" The hazy, shrunken, enlarged, and real smile in front of my eyes showed little by little. At that moment when my beauty was lifted up, my eyes were so beautiful and shining that they could even compare to the stars in the sky!
The sun was indescribably brilliant, the cherry blossoms were flying, and the peach blossoms were swaying. His fingertips passed over his face, which was covered with water stains. Ruoxi smiled bitterly, why is it always so useless!
She suddenly stepped forward, wanting to hug the child and embrace the warmth that belonged to her.
However, suddenly, she was stunned. A huge back appeared behind the child, as if it was powerful enough to swallow up the entire world!
Ruoxi was scared because it was following the child!
She panicked, because that was the man Ruoxi had been trying to escape from!
"Xiaoye, come here!" Ruoxi's shout made the child's smile disappear, as if frozen, it solidified bit by bit, the bright smile turned into a light smile, the light smile turned into calmness, and finally turned into a gray color. Ruoxi tried her best
She ran forward, wanting to make the child's little head shine like a flower again, but she couldn't wait any longer.
He stretched out his hand, but it was empty. The child disappeared in front of him. Ruoxi looked up and saw nothing in front of him!
Then, the huge shadow covered Ruoxi, like a ferocious and roaring demon!
Mu Shiqin, why is it you again?
Mu Shiqin, why don't you let me go?
Mu Shiqin, what do you want?
Mu Shiqin, you are a shameless bastard!
The man held Ruoxi in his arms. Ruoxi could not break away and could only shed tears in her heart.
Liancheng, I'm sorry. I was wrong. I was so wrong. I once thought that nothing could stop our family relationship. Even when you were the most indifferent, you still nourished my dry heart. That kind of love and concern for you is
I will never be able to repay it in my life. Ruoxi once thought that losing Mu Shiqin was like a fish losing its water source. But now, as a little fish, I am leaping over the dragon's gate and discovering that nothing in this world remains unchanged.
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Liancheng, let us persevere, protect this family, and protect Xiao Ye!
Let that child show the brightest smile, let it release a smile that everyone will envy!
So it doesn’t matter even if you are decadent and downcast now. You are still my guide. Even if you bow your head and are no longer arrogant, you are still my family. Don’t leave, don’t leave, otherwise a person without roots like me will lose
How can I find courage without knowing the source of life?