Chapter 252: It's you who intervened in my love and my family!
"Wound, do you have a wound? Or should I say, do you have a heart?" Mu Shiqin looked at me like that, his eyes were cold and without any emotion.
But I smiled: "Yeah, I don't even have a heart. I'm just a canary in a cage."
"Ruoxi. What do you want?"
"You forced me to do this!" I yelled, as if all the air in my lungs was torn apart, and the strong pain made me bend over. "You once laughed at Liancheng for not being qualified to have me, and at him for not being able to give me anything comfortable.
Life. But what about you, Mu Shiqin, you can give it, right?"
I looked up, my dark eyes full of determination: "You cruelly watched my heart become scarred little by little, cruelly separated me from my husband, and cruelly deprived me of my right to be a mother. What do you think?
Are you great? You pushed me into the most humble corner of my life and you think I should thank you?"
"Why Liancheng again!" He raised his eyes, his ice blue eyes full of shock.
Are you surprised? Or in disbelief?
I was in the ward with their family of three, and I kept asking Mu Shiqin step by step: "Do you know where you are worse than Liancheng? You are the only one who is worse!"
"You can't give me my only life, not even a title. In front of Liancheng, I am still a dignified woman who is called my wife, but in front of you, I can only be a despicable mistress. Look,
When the real master comes, even the corner where I stand is gone. How can you say you love me like this?"
"Ye Ruoxi, have you made enough trouble?" Ye Ruoyi glared at me resentfully and pointed at my nose, "You have to make your scandal public, don't you? It was the same four years ago, and it's still the same four years later!
Do you know your identity or not, and where have you put me?"
As she said this, she started to cry aggrievedly. I watched her with cold eyes, watching her cry tenderly, with tears in her pear blossoms.
I laughed, mockingly.
It's me who should cry now.
I stand here being criticized by you, scolded by Mu Shiqin, and looked down upon by everyone.
But why can't I even shed a tear?
Seeing Ye Ruoyi crying, Xiao Ruoteng also started crying. He pulled at the hem of his mother's skirt and shed tears.
"Mom, mom... don't cry. Don't cry!" He glared at me sadly and yelled, "It's all this aunt's fault. Why do you want to show up here? Why do you want to make mom cry?"
, why did you get involved in our family!"
I was suddenly stunned. Being scolded by such a young child was so shameless. It was ugly and shameful.
I want to escape, I really want to escape.
I really want to reply, do you think I want to get involved in your family of three? Do you think I am willing to be a shady mistress? Do you think I am not wronged? Do you think I don’t want to leave?
but……
I looked at Mu Shiqin, pitiful and sad. His light blue eyes flashed with a trace of water, and then he lowered his head and avoided my sight.
Mu Shiqin, will you let me go?
You are unwilling to pull me out of the dark abyss.
I don't want to let go and let me fall down happily.
Who can understand that kind of uneasiness suspended in the air?
I even wonder if one day, when I get used to the way you hold my hand and want to fall, you will let me go. Will I fall to pieces?
Just like now, facing your son and your wife, you don't even have the courage to hug me!
After all, I am your mistress, a rag that you dare not put on the table. It is a waste to use it and it is a pity to throw it away.
Mu Shiqin, don’t ask me what I want!
I want to go back in time and pass you by the first time I met you!
I wish I had never lived a dirty life!
I want to never love you!
I want to hate you!
But you can't give me all of this.
So, please don’t ask me what I want!
Because you simply can't do it!
This scene is really enough!
Mu Shiqin, you can never protect me in front of Ye Ruoyi.
Because, you feel that you owe her so much that you let her do whatever she wants!
Just like now, when I wanted to withdraw from the stage of your family, she suddenly rushed over like crazy, pulled my hair, and slapped me hard.
This time I couldn't escape.
I looked at Mu Shiqin's distressed face for a moment. I wanted to laugh, but don't show that expression. It's obvious that you can't do anything.
"Ye Ruoxi, why don't you die! Why are you still alive! When you were a child, you stole my limelight and my glory, and when you grow up, you come to steal my husband! Why don't you die! Why!"
She tore my gray linen cotton coat hard, and I even wondered if it would be torn by her just like that. Just like my heart, a piece of it was torn off.
Facing Zoey's madness, I chuckled, as calmly as if I had seen through the world. I touched her face that was very similar to mine, "Sister, do you dare to tell me how you and Mu Shiqin met?"
Ye Ruoyi was startled, knocked my hand off with force, and glared at my smile, "We met at the art exhibition I held! We met much earlier than you! It was you who got involved in my love and my family.
!”
I continued to laugh and coaxed slowly, "Art exhibition? So, what's the reason?"
"Because of a painting..." Ye Ruoyi suddenly stopped talking, as if she was recalling something. Then she looked at me with wide eyes, as if she had seen a ghost.
She shook her head wildly, "It's impossible, it's impossible!" She turned around and rushed to Mu Shiqin, holding his hand and almost pleading, "It's impossible, isn't it? Shiqin, it must not be like this, right?"
?It must be because the painting was painted by me, not the person in the painting..."
I sneered, but had no sense of achievement, "The person in the painting - it's me! Zoey, haven't you figured out the reality yet? From the beginning, the person Mu Shiqin loved was me! You said I intervened
He has lost your love. Oh, from beginning to end, the only person he loves is me. If there is no love between you, how can I intervene?"
"That's enough! Stop talking!" Ye Ruoyi covered her ears like crazy. She hid in Mu Shiqin's arms and sobbed. "Shiqin, Shiqin, it's not true, right? Let her
Stop talking and let her go!"
Mu Shiqin looked sadly at the trembling woman crying in his arms. He felt pity and helplessness. In the end, he could only let out a deep sigh. He looked at me and said, "Ruoxi, stop irritating Ruoyi. She doesn't have you."
He is so strong and cannot withstand such torture from you."
My heart jolted violently, and some kind of pain spread.
Am I strong?
Does being strong mean you have to endure more hardships?
Mu Shiqin, in your eyes, I have always been in a position to hurt people. Why can't you see the wounds on my back?
I am in so much pain that I almost die. Why can you only see the person I stabbed but not the fact that I was stabbed?
Why don't you think about it, if others don't hurt me, will I hurt others?
In your heart, I will always be the poisonous wisteria, and Ye Ruoyi is the fragile rose!
You only see my poison, but you forget that she also has a sting!
I suppressed all my emotions almost crazily, and just looked at him blindly, from clear to blurry, and then to clear.
When the tears fell, I realized that the blue eyes I had been obsessed with were ice!
What is it that imprisons us?
Is it time, memories, Ye Ruoyi's paranoia, Mu Shiqin's persistence, or my stubbornness.
Ye Ruoyi paranoidly believed that it was me who made the lives of three people miserable.
Mu Shiqin sticks to his morality and personality. He doesn't want to hurt Ye Ruoyi, but he can't let go of his attachment to me.
As for me, I stubbornly thought that I could not love him, but I found that what I really wanted was a complete love. Even if it was scarred.
"Mu Shiqin, haven't you always asked me what I want?" I looked at him, and then said with a smile, "I'm telling you now, I want you and Ye Ruoyi to divorce, and I want someone who can bathe side by side with you.
A chance in the sun. If you can’t do it, let me go, let me go completely!”
My words made Ye Ruoyi panic. She was trembling almost convulsively. She clutched Mu Shiqin's sleeve tightly and cried heartbrokenly in his arms. But her eyes still stared at me with hatred.
Little Ruoteng also held tightly to the hem of her mother's skirt and her father's trouser legs, crying out that she didn't want her parents to separate.
This scene is like a tragedy.
And the person who caused this tragedy was actually me, an outsider.
I wanted to cry, but my eyes were so dry that they hurt.
Mu Shiqin hugged Ye Ruoyi's trembling body tightly, then lowered his head and sighed softly, "I'm sorry, Ruoxi..."
There is a saying that is very good, when I shed tears for you, it is because I still love you deeply. If one day, I no longer shed tears for you, it is because my heart is broken and I have slowly learned to give up. Why do you
When I said that sentence, did I feel no heartache? Maybe, we are not on the same road. We each have our own happy world. There is nothing that cannot be let go. If you are sad, you will naturally let it go. Later, even the heartache became unconscious...
I smiled and looked at Mu Shiqin's proud eyes in his arms. Ye Ruoyi looked at me like that.
I think she would wake up laughing even from her dreams.
Facing her, I said silently, "You win..."
I stumbled out of the ward. The nurse changing the dressing saw me and asked me in horror, "Does the wound hurt..."
I looked at my bleeding palm and shook my head with a smile, "It doesn't hurt..."
In this cold winter, I really gave up.
I finally learned not to cry out in pain.
The moment I stepped out of the ward, I thought, that step also stepped out of his life.
I just appreciate the stories of injured women that are not overly sad. Even if they are full of sorrow, they are not intolerable sadness. A woman who often complains will never know why she doesn’t get it. She will always just
Thinking that you are weak, but not understanding that you are the cause of that weakness.
I don’t want to be a weak person that I even look down on. So, as Mu Shiqin said, I am strong. Arm myself! Don’t let any of my fragility escape from the emotional confinement. I am afraid, I am afraid that I will collapse for a moment, and then I will die for the rest of my life.
I can't even stand up.
Walking on the cold road, I looked back and found that the people on the street were carrying their own wounds and struggling to survive. But I was the only one who was smiling!
Love is really a wonderful and poignant thing. It allows you to not care about any process, whether the other party has hurt you, whether the other party has paid, and whether you have received anything in return. Just love, love to the point of hating yourself.
!
Suddenly, an ethereal and sad tune came from the shops on the street.
It's a "One Man Show" from a long, long time ago that I never tire of listening to.
Xu Ruyun's scarred voice sang the desolate sadness.
I hummed softly along.
Unknowingly, tears streamed down my face.
…
Who is directing this scene?
In this lonely role
The dialogue is always talking to oneself
Opponents are all memories
No ending in sight
It's all you from beginning to end
Let me invest too thoroughly
If the story is destined to be tragic
Why bother giving me beauty
Performance reunion and parting
starless night
I attract you with my tears
Since I love you, I can’t speak
Can only smile and cry
Let me forget you from now on
starless night
I leave the past to you
If everything was just acting
I want you to enjoy the show
The heartbreak is just me
starless night
I attract you with my tears
Since I love you, I can’t speak
Can only smile and cry
Let me forget you from now on
starless night
I leave the past to you
If everything was just acting
I want you to enjoy the show
The heartbreak is just me
…
The space formed by the song allows the years to come and go freely, so the face of the person who is still protected has not changed from a huge and unending hatred.