People who are really in pain shed tears that others cannot know behind their smiling faces. In life, we laugh happier than anyone else, but when all the crowds disperse, we are more lonely than anyone else. Many people fall in love wrongly because of loneliness.
One person, but more people, because they love the wrong person, are lonely all their lives.
I forgot in what state I fell asleep.
I forgot whether it was day or night. A dull and anxious phone ringing woke me up.
I opened my eyes reluctantly.
After seeing the caller number clearly, Mu suddenly woke up.
It's him, Mu Shiqin.
I hesitated for a long time, so long that the music on my phone rang over and over again. But every time it rang again just when I thought it would stop ringing.
I held the phone tightly in my palm, feeling the anxious and rapid vibration, just like my heartbeat at the moment.
Finally, when nearly twenty missed calls were displayed, I pressed the answer button.
"Why are you picking up now!" came the slightly cold voice from the other end of the phone. It was so sharp that it made people's hearts tremble.
"What's up?"
"Open the door, I'm outside."
I was stunned for a moment. Although I felt incredible, I still walked to the entrance.
Through the peephole, I really saw this uninvited guest outside the door.
To him, my whereabouts seemed completely transparent. Being found by him again, I couldn't find any other emotion except surprise.
I hesitated in front of the door. My hand was on the doorknob and I hesitated to move.
Mu Shiqin suddenly came forward and aimed his eyes at the cat's eyes. His pupils suddenly dilated in front of my eyes. The blue color of the sea was breathtaking.
My heart was instantly piqued.
He obviously couldn't see what was going on inside, but this action...
I suddenly felt that there was no way to escape.
Trembling, she tightened her grip on the phone in her hand, calmed her breath, and pretended to be calm, "I'm not at home."
"Oh? Of course I know you're not at home." Looking at him through the peephole, his face showed a twisted smile, "I waited for you at home for two days. You didn't come back! Tell me, why did you run away from home?"
"Home? Which one is my home?" I sneered, "The one in Chaoyang District? Is it home? I just think it's a cage! I didn't run away from home at all, I just escaped. I just escaped from the cage you gave me.
.That’s all.”
With a bang, the dark blue security door made a lonely and painful sound. Through the peephole, I saw Mu Shiqin's fist hitting the door hard. He growled and looked straight into the peephole.
As if you were looking at me! "You thought you could avoid me by escaping to such a deserted place? You underestimate me, Mu Shiqin!"
I swallowed. I did escape. But I never thought I could escape him.
I've known for a long time that I can't hide from him. On the contrary, why bother?
There was only one reason to leave the house in Chaoyang District. It was too cold there. A kind of lonely cold surrounded me and suffocated me. I felt that if I stayed there any longer, I would freeze to death.
When I left, I didn't take anything away, I just closed the door tightly and locked everything in there, including all the memories of him.
I thought I really escaped. Unfortunately, that was just me thinking.
"Ruoxi..." On the other end of the phone, Mu Shiqin's voice was slightly lazy and vague, "Open the door, I want to see you."
I hesitated and said nothing. My fingers holding on to the door handle loosened slightly.
"If you don't open the door, I will force my way in." His laughter was a bit frivolous. "I have the means to get in. Do you want to try?"
My heart sank, and I simply opened the door. Holding the door with one hand and holding the phone with the other, I stared at him, "You threaten me!"
Mu Shiqin smiled lazily, put away his mobile phone, and raised his eyebrows slightly, "When it comes to me, you always seem to need a reason. I'm just fulfilling your needs. How can it be a threat?"
I was silent. I bit my lip and didn't know what to say.
Compared to my solemn look, Mu Shiqin looked like a ruffian, leaning against the door frame with his raised forearm, leaning forward, and pressing his forehead against mine.
Mu Shiqin was wearing a black cotton shirt, no tie, a short windbreaker with a large lapel, and jeans. He was dressed casually. He no longer had the aloof look in the office. He seemed to have just come out of a drink.
"I really want to see you." He put his forehead against mine and rubbed it lightly.
There was a static intimidation on his face, a bit lazy and frivolous, as if a shadow would fall when he leaned over. Looking at such a man, I couldn't help but feel a little dazed.
Then I smelled alcohol and asked, "Have you been drinking?"
He nodded and looked at me with innocent eyes like a child who had done something wrong: "Well... otherwise, I won't dare to come see you."
I sighed, put my hands under his armpits, hugged him, and drove him into the entrance hall.
He hesitated and looked at me.
"What's wrong?"
His eyes moved to his feet: "...shoes..."
I almost collapsed.
When he drank, his way of thinking became strange.
"No need to take off your shoes. Come in."
After hearing what I said, he was willing to cooperate and let me help him into the house.
There was no furniture in this newly rented house, except for a bed and a table. It was so empty that it made people feel lonely.
I simply threw Mu Shiqin in front of me, but before I could let go, he pinned me down with a backhand hook.
His face was pressed against my neck, and his breath sprayed into my loose pajamas, making it unbearably hot.
I pushed him away with my hands, but his strong body didn't move at all.
"Let me go!" I raised my leg and pushed upward, but he pinned me down with his leg. I couldn't move at all.
He raised his head and his eyes were blurry. Like a spoiled child, "Don't move, I won't do anything. Let me hug you. Just for a while. Let me hug you."
I don’t know if I was tempted by his words, but I really didn’t struggle.
Mu Shiqin hugged me tightly and sniffed my ears and hair. "I'm so tired. Ruoxi, I can't sleep without your smell."
I looked at him with his eyes closed, and when I got closer, I realized that there were many small scars on his face from the car accident, the bags under his eyes were also swollen a lot, and his entire face had lost weight, making him look more resolute and grim.
Show your sharpness.
Maybe he was really tired. He actually fell asleep hugging me like this.
I looked at his profile quietly, and at that moment, I really thought he was just a child who had not grown up.
That quiet and peaceful sleeping face, with a slight smile, the thick eyelashes are crossed and tightly closed, and the soul-stirring blue eyes are closed.
At this moment, even his breath became sweet, and no longer felt domineering and oppressive. The scent of armani perfume mixed with the smell of tobacco and alcohol became more wild, rich, sexy and intoxicating.
I gradually fell asleep, and then had a long, long dream.
In the dream, I was standing in front of a beautiful wisteria tree, and the purple flowers were blooming like life. I wanted to go up and touch it, but I couldn't walk even half an inch. When I lowered my head, I discovered that my feet were tied with thick anklets.
.Facing that beautiful picture, I can only look away and sigh, and then gradually lose the nature of beauty. Without freedom, no matter how beautiful things in the world are in front of you, you will only feel sad.
At this time, the wind picked up. I smelled a strong fragrance, with the smell of blood coming from behind.
I slowly turned my head, and there was a body soaked in blood standing behind me!
My breathing began to quicken, and my whole body suddenly became cold. I wanted to scream, but I was unable to make a sound.
I saw the face of the corpse slowly turn from dark to clear.
I screamed uncontrollably.
"Liancheng!"
I opened my eyes suddenly and found that I was breathing heavily. My whole body was so hot that I was almost covered in a thin sweat. My fingers were still clutching the sheets unconsciously, and I slowly let them go until I regained consciousness.
I caressed my frantic heartbeat, my throat was burning and hurting, and I wanted to get up and drink water.
But unexpectedly, he met a pair of cold blue eyes.
I screamed and instinctively stepped back. But Mu Shiqin grabbed my ankle, and I couldn't escape even if I wanted to.
I couldn't tell whether it was a nightmare or reality for a moment, so I struggled desperately. It wasn't until he pressed me hard under me and restrained my flailing hands that I felt peaceful.
Mu Shiqin looked at me condescendingly, his cold blue eyes filled with a hint of coldness, "Did you have a nightmare? Who did you dream about that scared you like this?"
I took a deep breath and struggled twice with the hand on top of my head without knowing my strength. When I realized that I couldn't break free, I sighed and said, "No one dreamed about it. It was me who scared myself."
"Oh? No one dreamed about it? You kept calling Liancheng's name!" He touched my frightened eyes with one hand, and his cold fingers had no warmth. "Look, you are covered in cold sweat."
Let me help you change your clothes."
As he said that, his big hands had already reached into the hem of my pajamas.
I struggled and twisted, looking like a scaled fish in his eyes. "Let me go! Let me go!"
"If you keep moving, I'm not sure what will happen!" His voice was hoarse and his eyes were as red as fire.
I thought about how to deal with it next and stopped acting rashly.
Mu Shiqin looked into my eyes, and Ruran was stunned for a moment.
Then, with a low curse, he suddenly came up to me and kissed me actively.
I couldn't catch it in time, and my head hit the edge of the bedside table with a bang.
I frowned in pain and looked at him angrily.
Mu Shiqin sighed lowly, put his hand around the back of my head, and held my head.
But I don't want to thank him for his attentiveness.
Because the next second, he kissed me again, a rough kiss with a bit of blood.
In other words, it was not a kiss in the real sense. No one kisses with teeth.
It's gnawing.
He bit my lip like a beast, showing no mercy.
He didn't let go until the bite started to bleed, and instead used his lips and tongue to soothe her.
He tasted my lips, my blood, and my fear.
He sucked the fluid from my mouth, and even more greedily sucked the little sanity I had left.
I felt a chill in my waist.
Only then did I notice that my pajamas and clothes had already been untied.
Mu Shiqin's hands started to ignite all the way to my waist, where he was untying my skirt. He leaned over me.
The metal buckle on Mu Shiqin's belt touched my hot skin, causing a chill.
I grabbed his hand.
"Don't continue."
He looked at me and smiled a little contemptuously. He whispered in my ear, "What's wrong? Doesn't Liancheng feel nothing?"
As he said that, he pinched my thigh hard with his big hand. I couldn't help but shrink in pain.
"Mu Shiqin, I've had enough of you. Let me go! We have nothing to do with each other now!" I struggled beyond my ability, knowing that I was seeking death.
"It doesn't matter? Do you think it has nothing to do with me after you walk out of the house in Chaoyang District? Don't forget why you came back to me and how you knelt down and begged me to take you!" Mu Shiqin pinched my wrist tightly.
I felt pain but couldn't cry out.
I laughed so hard that it hurt. "Once I don't care about anything anymore, what else can you threaten me with? Well? Mu Shiqin!"
Mu Shiqin was startled, then smiled coldly.
"I don't care, can you do it? Ye Ruoxi, you are not such a heartless person!"
Saying that, he settled on me again.
Biting me hard.
Mu Shiqin, you understand me so well. You can see through me with just one look.
However, you are so cruel that you take advantage of my weakness to restrain me.
You knew what I cared about, so you grabbed my pulse and forced me into a blind corner.
Mu Shiqin, you are so cruel!
He kissed my forehead and ravaged my heart with both hands.
I Ling Ran stood up and bit his shoulder hard on the left side of his collarbone.
Mu Shiqin groaned but did not stop.
I believe I must have used the greatest strength in my life.
When I bit my teeth until I couldn't feel anything, and there was a strong taste of blood in my mouth, I let go...
Seeing the blood on his shoulder dripping on the white sheets, my heart was hit hard by the bloody scene... I was actually heartbroken!
Licking the sweetness from my lips, I chuckled and asked him, "Does it hurt? My heart hurts a hundred times more than this!"
Mu Shiqin looked at me and then smiled. It was not as gloomy as before, but a joyful smile, almost crazy.
He hugged me tighter and whispered in my ear, "Ruoxi, you always know how to tease me!"
Before he could say anything to me, someone thrust forward and entered me without any warning. I was hunched over and unable to bear it.
The tearing pain came from my lower body. Faced with his strength, the only way I could vent was to gasp in pain.
I heard him calling my name again and again. I wanted to resist, but when I saw the tooth marks on his shoulders, I felt weak and obeyed.
The scarlet tooth mark is like a shy rose waiting to bloom, delicate and charming, with indescribable temptation.
I reached out and touched it. Mu Shiqin's body trembled, he cursed, and became even more excited.
I laughed. The man is so understanding.
It's a pity that only the man lying on top of you understands it well, that's all!
Mu Shiqin vented in my body again and again. Until he was exhausted, he collapsed on my body covered in sweat.
Heavy breathing means the end of lust.
My eyes kept looking in an unknown direction, unfocused and unfocused.
I heard Mu Shiqin say, "Ruoxi, don't leave me again. Without you, I don't know what I will do. Don't let me destroy you."
He said, "If you don't want to stay in Chaoyang District, how about I buy you a villa on the beach?"
He said, "Otherwise, I will take you to relax, to Malaysia or Venice?"
He said, "I will accompany you wherever you want to go. Don't leave me..."
I looked at Mu Shiqin and his sea-like blue eyes. I was reflected in them, so beautiful. So beautiful that it was cold.
I said, "Mu Shiqin, when will you let Liancheng go?"
Mu Shiqin smiled innocently, "What are you talking about? Didn't I already return the Lian family to him?"
"Don't treat me like a fool. Although the Lian family has been returned to Liancheng in name, all the management rights are still in the hands of the Mu family, aren't they? All actual rights and interests are still in the hands of you, Mu Shiqin!"
Mu Shiqin's originally harmless smile turned stiff in an instant. He turned his face on me and growled coldly, "It's because you know this that you refuse to stay by my side, right?"
I looked at him, and then smiled sadly, "Yes!"
Mu Shiqin narrowed his eyes slightly dangerously, clenched his hands into fists, and clucked, "Ye Ruoxi! For Liancheng, you can actually do this to this extent, you are so damn cruel!"
With that said, he threw me away, picked up his clothes and slammed the door.
I was lying naked. The smell of lust was still lingering in the air.
There was still Mu Shiqin's blood on the bed sheets, drop by drop, so bright red.
I stroked it slowly with my fingers. Then tears flowed out.
When I love you, you don't love me back. When I turn around, you are reluctant to let go. Did I love too early, or did you pay too late?