When a beast is injured, it can run to a cave to hide, then lick its wounds and persist on its own, but once it is greeted with greetings, it cannot bear it.
Time passes slowly, and winter is still winter. But the snow has melted again, staining the streets.
Mu Shiqin was with me every day. He wanted me to move back to the prosperous Chaoyang District, but I refused.
At my insistence, he had no choice but to follow me.
But he insisted on buying furniture. I asked him why.
But he said, "Do you still need to ask? This place is empty, how can it feel like home?"
At that time, I really wanted to reply to him, 'Home? Do we have a family?'
I still didn't say it.
Being with him, I learned to be patient and endure all my pain, sadness and even despair.
Slowly, I turned into a big balloon, filled with different gases. When I felt that I was about to collapse and explode, I would climb out of Mu Shiqin's arms late at night, curl up in the corner, depressed.
He sobbed and kept smoking.
I smoked very little at first because I was afraid that the smell of cigarettes would wake him up.
However, I ran out of his arms so many times every night, and he never woke up once. So, I became more reckless. I smoked every night until my lips were numb, and then I stopped smoking.
When daybreak comes, I will pack away the cigarette butts that are still on the ground, then quietly crawl back to his bed, and greet him with a good morning kiss as if nothing has happened.
The days went on like this day after day. I almost forgot when was the last time I really laughed.
It's not that I'm unhappy when I'm with him, it's just that I'm depressed, so depressed that it's difficult to breathe. Let alone laugh happily...
I opened the door of Mu Shiqin's Lamborghini, looked at Mu Shiqin who was standing motionless beside the car, and frowned slightly, "Aren't you going to buy furniture? Why don't you get in the car?"
Mu Shiqin looked at me thoughtfully.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked. Through the rear mirror, I saw his slightly frowning eyebrows were so deep.
"Let's think about it again, should we walk or drive?" Looking at him still looking thoughtful, I knew he was lying.
But what can I do if I expose him? What he is thinking is something I shouldn’t ask about in the first place.
I pretended to complain and honked the car horn twice, "Who are you going to tire yourself out by walking? Hurry up and get in the car!"
Mu Shiqin didn't say anything, but directly pulled me out of the car.
Before I could react, he locked the car door and then took my hand and walked out of the underground parking lot.
"Hey, are you really planning on walking?"
"Well, it's not far anyway. It's time for you to exercise. Haven't you noticed that you've gained weight? You feel greasy."
I knew he was deliberately teasing me, but I still didn't give up and touched my belly. It seemed that I really had some fat!
For the sake of losing weight, I didn't say much, but obediently took his hand and walked forward slowly.
When passing by the downtown area, I suddenly saw someone arguing.
The crowd was on three levels inside and three levels outside.
Unable to resist curiosity, I took a look.
It seemed that a mute girl was accidentally splashed with water by a vendor, causing her skirt to become wet.
The girl looks young, with very dark and shiny hair, beautifully tied back, revealing a smooth forehead. Her palm-sized face has a bit of rawness, but she has a tough look on her face. For a girl
The wet skirt made me blush and make my neck thick.
The girl pointed at her skirt, which was mostly wet, and made hesitant gestures.