Ruoxi's head was wrapped with gauze. She was obviously still unconscious.
The doctor asked the nurse to send him to the intensive care unit. He took off his mask and took a deep breath.
"The operation was very successful. There was no second hemorrhagic collapse. The first major bleeding was also stopped. As long as she does not have a fever tonight and the wound does not become inflamed, she will be through the dangerous period. Don't worry too much, there will be no residual bleeding after the operation.
If you suffer any sequelae, your recovery will be slower at best. Don’t worry!”
After hearing these words, Mu Shiqin's heart finally dropped.
It's like my feet in the air finally have a sense of belonging when they land on the ground.
He patted the doctor's shoulder and went directly to the intensive care unit without saying anything else.
In the intensive care unit.
The faint sunlight pours in, dispersing the dark haze in the ward.
White sheets, white walls, white curtains, the white room is filled with the smell of disinfectant.
Mu Shiqin didn't close his eyes all night, holding those slender hands tightly in his hands. Even though he was greasy with sweat, he refused to let go.
He never wanted to feel the pain of secret loss again. Even if it was just for a moment, even if it was just a trance, he never wanted it again.
He never wanted to let go of these hands since he held them.
Ruoxi, you know, when you say you hate me, I feel heartbroken, but I am not afraid. Because no matter how far away your heart is from me, your people are still by my side.
However, the moment you fell, the moment you were pushed into the operating room, I was really scared, a kind of panic coming from the deepest part of my soul. I discovered that I had not only lost your heart, but also my whole life.
I'm about to lose it too.
The pain was as if it had been taken away in an instant.
I never want to experience it again.
You said I was selfish. I admit it. I am selfish.
I selfishly don’t want you to leave. I selfishly trap you. I selfishly use my power to trap you. I selfishly cut off all your escape routes. But, dear, my selfishness is also because I love you.
Because I love you, I am cruel, because I love you, I am selfish, and because I love you, I become fragile.
In front of others, maybe I am a giant, but in front of love, I am just a coward. I am so afraid of losing you. I am so afraid that even the memory will hurt.
So, my dear, please never leave me again...
I'm really, scared.
Mu Shiqin held Ruoxi's hand and placed it against his face covered with green stubble. He rubbed it carefully. He closed his eyes and felt the touch of her touch.
The moment he closed his eyes, a tear slid down the corner of Ruoxi's closed eyes, fell into his hair and disappeared.
A woman doesn't need to be a king, she just needs a man to devote his whole life to her. You know the truth, but you haven't met such a right person.
My dear, maybe you have neglected what is behind you. When you close your eyes, there is always a pair of eyes staring at your sleeping face.
It was already noon the next day when I woke up.
As soon as the strength of the anesthetic passed over the wound, excruciating pain began.
There were times when I almost fainted from the pain. The doctor was afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear it, so he had to give me a sedative.
But Mu Shiqin insisted and refused. I hated him so much at that time...
Seeing me in pain, is it also his penis?
When I am in pain, he will hug me tightly, stroke my back and whisper quietly, "Don't rely on sedatives, I don't want you to become addicted. When I am in pain, relying on me is enough."
As time passed and the pain gradually decreased, the nurse pushed me to go for a walk outside.
Occasionally I pass by the intensive care unit.
I saw a patient lying in bed, crying out in pain, and begging the doctor to inject him with sedatives.