The large and luxurious living room was almost deserted.
Darkness swallowed everything, only the TV set gave off a bright light.
But that kind of light made Ruoxi's face even more bleak.
"What's wrong? Don't you want to turn on the light?" Xu Yao came over and looked at Ruoxi's appearance, a trace of distress flashed in his eyes.
Ruoxi shook her head, not knowing what to say.
Xu Yao caressed Ruoxi's face gently, and placed a hand on Ruoxi's belly to keep warm: "Does it hurt?"
Ruoxi remained silent, hugging herself into a ball, even breathing felt luxurious.
Xu Yao's broad palm gently stroked Ruoxi's stomach: "Why do you eat that meat when you know your stomach is not good? Look, you feel pain!"
Ruoxi shook her head, and something sour flowed out of her eyes.
I feel so fragile. I cry all the time.
Xu Yao hugged Ruoxi distressedly. Even though it was separated by clothing, the hand was still as warm as ever.
"Well, Ruoxi, I'll tell you a joke."
Ruoxi wiped her tears and began to nod. Xu Yao helped her rub it while saying: "There was a couple who were newly married. The husband was sent abroad by the company. A year later, the husband came home on vacation. After a burst of clouds and rain that night, the couple
The two fell asleep snoring. Suddenly there was a knock on the door in the middle of the night. The husband jumped up from his sleep and exclaimed: No! Your husband is back! The wife muttered: Impossible, he is in a foreign country."
"How is it, is it funny?" Ruoxi looked at Xu Yao's behavior, bit her lip for a while and said, "Xu Yao, you better listen to me!"
She leaned quietly on Xu Yao's shoulder, breathing heavily. The low and sour voice had a deep and cold meaning in the dark night.
Ruoxi didn't know how much she had said.
I don’t even know if Xu Yao is listening.
Ruoxi fell asleep and had another dream, a beautiful but sad dream.
The story is probably:
Once upon a time there was a girl who never came back after she went on a business trip.
She had a boyfriend who loved her very much. In order to find her, she traveled to many cities and spent all her money.
But when he thought he couldn't find her, he saw her.
He was sure that he was right because his girlfriend had a beauty mark on her face.
But when he walked over to talk, a man appeared beside her.
The girl's smile is very sweet, and she is even happy.
He just walked past the man without noticing his former boyfriend.
The man lay there and smiled bitterly: "It doesn't matter, as long as you are happy!"
...
Life in this world can't be smooth sailing, but it can't be that good, nor can it be that bad. Ruoxi doesn't know if it's her own psychological problem, she always feels that both vulnerability and strength are beyond her capacity.
Sometimes, with just one word, my eyes burst into tears. Sometimes, I find myself alone, carrying everything on my back and walking for a long, long time.
But I woke up from the dream and couldn't fall back to sleep.
In the deserted night, fear enveloped Ruoxi. The surroundings were very quiet, without a single sound.
It was like a steamer, binding her so that she could never see the end.
In the middle of the night, Ruoxi got up from her vagina. Her stomach no longer hurt, but the shadow frightened her.
Ruoxi was like a frightened bird, curling up and hugging her knees. She felt that killing her did not require a physical sword. Maybe a word or an expression could kill her.