"Why don't you call me brother-in-law?" He kissed my neck and moved downwards little by little.
I glared at him and interrupted him: "It also depends on the time when you are in heat. This is Xiaoye's ward!"
He smiled softly and blew into my ear: "I have desires whenever and wherever I face you."
I looked at him and secretly squeezed his thigh. He looked at me dumbfounded and took a breath.
"Telling you to mess around!" I scolded him, and my pale face was stained with a little blush. The reflection in my eyes showed a strange coquettishness.
He smiled even more unbridled: "What should I do if I miss you? You know? You at this moment make me want to swallow you."
I slapped his hand away fiercely and bit his shoulder. I started crying when I bit him. It was painful that I didn't even know I was feeling. It was so painful that I couldn't breathe.
It was like my lungs were completely crushed, and I was gasping for breath in despair.
His initial joke turned into deep tenderness. He patted me and comforted me bit by bit.
"Brother-in-law, do you know? I am so tired, so tired!" In this life, I am just an actor. I will always shed my own tears in other people's stories.
I don’t even know what my tiredness is? Liancheng’s debt, Xiaoye’s pain and depression? Mu Shiqin’s forced possession? I am like a confused child, stubbornly pursuing freedom and love, but in the end, It's just a mirror image.
What is darkness and what is light? Why am I freed from the chaotic darkness? What is waiting for us is still blank, just like the messy, chaotic love.
I fell asleep in Mu Shiqin's arms, and I only felt his gentle kiss and sigh.
Maybe only then can I feel his true love, not just love for myself.
In the middle of the night, the wind howled outside the window. The sky was very dark, and the dark clouds seemed to be pressing down. There were also deafening thunder and dazzling lightning from time to time, giving people a feeling of terror.
I always have a restless sleep in my sleep. Even in summer, the biting cold wind obviously makes me shiver a little, and from time to time I feel like "the flowers in my heart have turned to ashes".
I don’t know how I woke up. I seemed to know that the next dream would make me uneasy, so I woke up early. I opened my eyes and looked outside. There was a strong wind outside the window, and the branches were swaying wildly. I could see from the window Dust flew to the ground.
"Xiaoye, don't be afraid, don't be afraid!" I subconsciously touched the child in my arms, but found it was empty. I couldn't help but panic: "Xiaoye, Xiaoye, where are you?"
Turning on the light, the dazzling light illuminated me. Mu Shiqin opened his eyes dimly: "What's wrong, Ruoxi?"
"Xiao Ye is missing, brother-in-law, Xiao Ye is missing!" I opened the door anxiously and went out. He grabbed me and put on my shoes: "Let's go, I will go with you."
I ran out in a hurry, my heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest, and I didn't know why I was so uneasy. "It's so late, where will he go? Such a young child, he is only four and a half years old!"
The wind outside was howling, and as soon as I opened the door, I felt my whole body being swept by the strong wind. The clothes Mu Shiqin put on me were blown far away by the gust of wind in an instant.
I looked at the miserable night and shouted loudly: "Xiaoye, Xiaoye, where are you?"
I don’t know why I’m so flustered. I’m afraid, afraid of what will happen on a rainy night. It’s always been my nightmare. Dark clouds are gathering, the wind is roaring, God is furious, lightning is thundering, and the rain is pouring. My heart feels like it’s being weighed down by a thousand pounds. The burden is heavy, unspeakably heavy.