The sky in June was like a big steamer, which made everyone lose their energy. There was not even a bird in the sky under the scorching sun, and the whole earth was suffocated.
I found the taxi driver and asked several people before I found out where the apartment was.
It turned out that we were already in the suburbs. When I got off the bus, I saw a desolate land. It was hard for me to imagine that this was the bustling Beijing.
Dilapidated buildings, yellow weeds, and muddy roads. I saw a building that looked like the one in the photo.
As I walked along the path, there were several dark-skinned middle-aged men wearing ragged clothes on the side of the road, carrying axes and walking past me shirtless.
"Our boss has been very grumpy in the past two days. He always bullies the new guy. I also feel sorry for that boy. He obviously does so much work and gets the least money but the most miserable."
"Hey, you're talking about that newcomer. I know it too. I heard that the boss accepted someone's favor and asked his brothers to greet him well."
"Listen to that sound, the fighting started again."
"What, the beating started again. Hey, it's really chaotic these days."
My intuition tells me that the person they are talking about is Liancheng, although I don't know why I guess so.
When I walked to the corner ahead, I saw a very wide construction site. A group of people gathered ten meters away.
"Kill this brat, why are you pretending to be so arrogant?"
"Damn it, he stole our job. The brothers stole all his money. Let's go drinking together tonight."
The sound was evil, filthy, and made people sick to hear it.
I wanted to run forward to see what was going on, but I saw the man surrounded in the middle staggering to the ground.
Blood was dripping from his forehead, and the punches and kicks from more than a dozen people must have been so painful.
I hid beside him, looking at the embarrassed and limp figure, and burst into tears.
After living together for four years, how could I not recognize that the man stumbling to the ground in front of me was my husband.
There is a kind of feeling that is always recognized as lovesickness only after having trouble sleeping! There is a kind of fate that is always believed to be eternal after waking up from the dream! There is a kind of mood that is always understood to be loss after separation! There is a kind of look that is always believed after breaking up.
It’s nostalgia!
Life is really like a movie, pain is the beginning, struggle is the process, and death is the ending.
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The fish said to the water: I have been crying, but you will never know because I am in the water.
Water said: I know, because you are always in my heart.
I am not a fish, and you are not water. Can you see my lonely tears?
Maybe, because these are the tears of a lonely lover.
What if I were a fish and you were water?
Water always knows what fish is thinking, because fish is in the heart of water.
But I am not a fish, and you are not water,
You will never know my love, because I may not be in your heart at all!
I covered my mouth and squatted on the ground weakly, tears streaming down my face.
The sour tears dripped down my cheeks and flowed into my mouth, making my heart bitter. The pain made me overwhelmed.
"Liancheng, Liancheng." I murmured his name and finally couldn't help but run forward.
"Hey, where did this girl come from? She's quite pretty." When I passed by, those people looked at me and showed a lewd smile.
As a person, of course I know what those people are looking at. But I believe that if they dare to touch me in the slightest today, Mu Shiqin will teach them a lesson a hundred times a thousand times in the future.
"Get your dirty hands off!" I sneered at the critical men, struggled to push their hands away, and found Liancheng dying on the ground.