Looking at the cold blue rising on the horizon, I suddenly realized that there were no stars in the night sky in Beijing. Only the moon shone dimly. It was bleak and desolate.
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When you meet someone and you love him more, you will always lose him. Then, when you meet another person and he loves you more, you will leave him sooner or later. Until one day, you meet someone
, you love each other. Finally, you understand that all searching has a process. Once upon a time, we were on Tianya, but now we are so close.
After sending Chu Feiyang out, there was already a slight light in the sky.
The cold blue sky was filled with bleak clouds, and the cold morning breeze made people shiver.
I wrapped my coat tightly and went upstairs.
Mu Shiqin was also behind me and followed me through the door.
"You go and take a nap. Xiaoye, I'll take care of you."
"I can't sleep." This is the truth.
I am so exhausted physically and mentally that I can't sleep peacefully even if I close my eyes. It's like my body is inhabited by a violent soul, jumping and tormenting without peace.
I glanced at Xiaoye who was still looking out the window in the same posture. I felt a little depressed.
He stepped forward and hugged him and asked, "Xiaoye, what do you want for breakfast? Can mom make it for you?"
Xiaoye didn't respond, and even her breathing didn't change.
"Xiaoye, can you sleep a little longer?"
"How about mom take you out for a walk?"
"Xiaoye, look at mom... mom is here!"
"Xiaoye, my Xiaoye..."
My calling could no longer bring back any ripples of emotion from Xiaoye. He was like a pool of stagnant water. Even if the wind occasionally blew by, it would only ruffle the surface of the quiet lake and not elicit the slightest reaction from him.
I sighed and exited his room. I weakly pressed my aching forehead.
He turned to the counter and poured himself a glass of whiskey.
He shook the wine glass and chuckled at Mu Shiqin, "Would you like to have a drink too?"
Mu Shiqin didn't speak, just looked at me, and then when I drank it all, he reached out to sip the remaining wine foam from the corner of my mouth.
"Ruoxi," Mu Shiqin looked at it, tapping his fingers rhythmically on the table of the crystal table, making a sweet sound. "Ruoxi, I want to take Xiaoye for a personal appraisal. You won't object."
I held the empty wine glass tightly, and the veins on my fingers popped out. Looking through the wine glass, it looked particularly weird.
I looked at him sadly and growled, "Mu Shiqin, you still don't trust me!"
"Ruoxi, you can't say that." Mu Shiqin sighed and added, "I just want to confirm. It's just a formality."
"Is there anything to confirm? Xiaoye is your son. He has been in my belly for two months since I, Ye Ruoyi, kicked me out of the house four years ago! On a rainy day, I had a car accident and almost died. It was Liancheng
He saved me and always took care of me. He gave me a name and status, and gave this child a complete family. But you, your biological father, have never done anything except question his identity and bloodline! Now
Xiaoye's child is still a patient, and you have the heart to take him for a paternity test! Mu Shiqin, are you still a human?!" My low growl was almost crazy. My voice was trembling, and one side of my voice was twisted and sharp.
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I don’t know why I am so resistant to Mu Shiqin’s questioning emotions. Maybe it’s just my instinct as a mother, or maybe I want to restore Mu Shiqin’s last bit of trust in me. I added, “Xiao Ye is the same as Xiao Ruoteng this year.”
Big, they are the same four and a half years old. Look at Ruo Teng and look at Xiao Ye. They are also your children. One is cheerful and lively, and the other is lying gloomily! How can you bear to take care of her at such a time?
Ask Xiaoye to do a DNA test. If in the future, when Xiaoye grows up, let him know that his biological father has questioned his identity, what kind of blow and shame will it be for him. Have you ever thought about it?