Lin Yuejin was startled and looked at the same sky as me. "The souls of the past live there."
"Soul?" I still looked at the sky. "After people die, they go to heaven, right?"
"Maybe."
"Then it must be very crowded behind the clouds. You see so many people died. They must be watching us from behind the clouds. We are watching an even more tragic tragedy unfold in the world."
Lin Yuejin held my hand worriedly. I knew what she was worried about. But, there was really nothing I could do.
My heart feels empty, as if something has been lost. Something very important has been lost, and it makes me feel very painful. Very painful.
I stretched out my hand, and the sunlight filtering through my fingers shone warmly on my face. "Yuejin, what color is the sky in your eyes?"
Lin Yuejin was startled, then looked at the sky outside the window, "It's light blue."
"Yes." I smiled. "Why is it gray in my eyes? Lifeless gray. It seems like it will collapse soon."
"Ruoxi." Lin Yuejin held my hand, "You can cry if you want. You haven't cried yet?!"
"Crying?" I touched my dry eyeballs with my fingers. "Why are there no tears?"
"Ruoxi..." Lin Yuejin held my hand tightly. Tears welled up in her eyes. "You don't want to be like this. You don't have to be so strong. You can cry. Ruoxi, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!"
"Yuejin, am I dirty?" I looked at her, watching her cry, and then I smiled, "I must be dirty. If Mu Shiqin knew that I was gang-raped, he would definitely dislike me. Right?"
"No, no. Mu Shiqin loves you so much. He loves your clean heart, not your body. How can you be dirty? Only people with dirty souls are truly dirty. You
It’s not dirty, it’s the people with dirty minds who are dirty. Do you know, Ruoxi, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen!”
What Lin Yuejin said was so sincere. Her face, which was as big as a palm, was already filled with tears.
Lin Yuejin, this strong and stubborn woman. She never shed a tear for herself, but she shed all her tears for me for half her life.
My dear, are you pitying me or thanking me?
Don't cry, okay. You make me feel even more pathetic.
I continued to look out the window, watching the rolling clouds.
Is there paradise hidden behind the flowing clouds?
And are those undead souls hiding behind heaven laughing at me?
I don't know. I'm too tired.
I pushed Lin Yuejin's hand away and slowly closed my eyes. I said, "Let's go. I'm so tired!"
Lin Yuejin looked at me. She wanted to say something, but Leng Peichen stopped her. He took her hand and left.
I never thought that this time would be the last time I see Lin Yuejin.
When I saw her again, she was already a cold corpse.
Wearing a pure white wedding dress, she buried herself with a smile.
She is really beautiful...
Lin Yuejin, actually you don’t know. The most beautiful person is not me, but you. Your soul is much nobler than mine. Your strength is something I don’t have. In fact, I am just a coward, a timid hedgehog. If someone comes close to me,
Me, I will curl up into a ball.
Others only see my thorns, but they don't realize that when they hurt others, they grow in my body. I also feel the same sharp pain.