I can't fall asleep without the help of sleeping pills. I can't even close my eyes.
Mu Shiqin fed me the pills mouth to mouth, and I leaned in his arms in a daze, listening to his strong heartbeat and fell asleep.
This time I didn’t dream, it was like I had fainted. When I woke up, my head felt extremely painful.
Narentoya prepared fresh hand-chopped meat and milk tea. The rich milk aroma will make people drool after smelling it.
I ate a lot, but not much at all. My stomach was not good and I couldn't digest this kind of meat.
After breakfast, Mu Shiqin and I went horse riding on the grassland.
Mu Shiqin's riding skills are pretty good.
At least better than me. I almost fell off my horse, but he didn't.
He put me on his horse. I wanted to ride alone, but he refused.
In the end, I had no choice but to lean into his arms and experience the rush of running.
Night was approaching. Mu Shiqin and I sat on a hill not far away, feeling the clear night breeze.
He suddenly asked me, "If you were given a box containing sadness, hope, pain, happiness, sadness, joy, and anxiety. When you opened it, you didn't know what kind of emotions would come out. Would you open it?"
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I was startled. When did Mu Shiqin learn to say what if?
I chuckled "Is it Pandora's box?"
"Almost. Will it open?"
"Yes. Because there is hope in it." No matter how much sadness and pain there is, as long as there is hope, there will be no despair!
Mu Shiqin looked at me with blazing eyes. He suddenly said, "Ruoxi, let's go back. Stop looking for your friends."
I looked at him puzzled, "Why?"
He stood up and looked at me condescendingly, his deep eyes glowing with confusion.
"Because it's a Pandora's box. And there's no hope in it."
I wanted to ask something else, but I was interrupted by Naren Tuoya running from a distance.
She shouted, "The bonfire party has begun! Come here, come here and dance!"
I smiled and waved to her, then mounted Mu Shiqin's horse and ran over.
At this moment, I ignored the profound look in Mu Shiqin’s eyes behind me.
I don't understand how gently he protects me at this moment. It's my stubbornness and willfulness that hurt me.
The tall fire frame was like a big fire dragon. It roared and was instantly ignited.
The moment it was lit, there was a burst of high cheers.
I cheered as well.
The young men were shirtless, straddling their horses, and banging their chests. No one was willing to accept the other's challenge, and they competed with each other in this wrestling match.
The young and beautiful girl was dressed in a beautiful dress, holding a wine jar in her hand to pour wine for the men. She would sing a few tunes from time to time. Her voice was particularly ethereal and melodious.
I also sat around the campground, drinking goat's milk wine, looking for my best friend in the crowd who I hadn't seen for five years.
I really don’t know what he has become in these five years.
Is it like we agreed to miss me once a day?
His eyes swept back and forth among the crowd, but he still didn't see that familiar face.
At this moment, Narentoya, who was sitting next to me, suddenly stood up.
He lowered his head and entered his tent.
Her eyes were a little red, and I felt something was wrong. I followed her and walked in.
He found her kneeling behind the curtain of the inner tent.
He kept twitching and cried with suppressed pain, "Jiruga, my child! How could you not have missed you when you asked me to be your mother? My child, today is your memorial day. It has been five years. It has been five years."
You left home for ten years, but when you came back, you asked me, the white-haired person, to send the black-haired person, Jirigala... my son. Your soul came back to see me, my mother, my son."