I sighed in my heart, yes, it’s good to be alive.
A person's life is neither long nor short. However, some people who want to live are abandoned by the world at a young age. And some people, who obviously can live, choose to abandon the world.
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And many years later, I cried and complained, why didn't you give me a little more time, just a little bit. But God was so cruel that he even deprived me of the chance to live.
Xiaoxue came back to her senses and looked at me, as if she was afraid that she would make a mistake, her face turned ugly and nervous, "Miss Ruoxi, are you feeling uncomfortable in any way?"
"No." I lay down on the bed and signaled to her that I wanted to rest. Xiaoxue left the room softly. In an instant, the room became quiet again, with only the wind blowing the curtains. Maybe the partitions in this ward are too effective.
Even though it was raining heavily outside, she could not hear the sound of rain.
Staring at the rain outside the window, Ruoxi felt sleepy, so she took a nap. Later, she woke up in a daze due to pain and heard Shiqin's voice as gentle as water, "Xier."
Looking at Shiqin, I forgot about the pain and said, "Shiqin, you look so tired."
"I am not tired."
Shiqin helped me lean into his arms, with his chin resting on the top of my head, without speaking. I leaned quietly in his arms and smelled the scent of vanilla coming from his body.
Shiqin, did I make you worried?
The smell of vanilla on you betrays the fact that you smoke a lot.
I asked him somewhat selfishly, "Shiqin, I want to go home." I finished my words, and unexpectedly I felt Shiqin's body stiffen. He hugged me and didn't speak for a long time.
I broke away from his arms and looked at him like a little woman, with a coquettish tone in my voice, "I don't like the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, can we go home?"
There was a hint of imperceptible pain in Shiqin's deep blue eyes. He looked at me, Xu Yi. Finally, he spoke with a slightly hoarse voice, "Okay, let's go home and I'll go through the formalities."
I smiled and kissed him on the cheek, "Shiqin, thank you."
He smiled bitterly, told me not to run around, and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead before standing up and leaving. Watching his figure disappear behind the door, I got out of bed in a hurry, even forgetting my coat.
She got through and followed him quietly. She followed him all the way until she heard the conversation between him and Chu Feiyang.
Chu Feiyang held the inspection report in his hand, frowned, looked at Mu Shiqin who was also serious and pained with a serious face, and spat out only two words, "No!"
Mu Shiqin frowned, his blue pupils covered with scarlet bloodshot eyes, and his tone became even lower, "Do you think Xi'er is stupid? She is very smart, and if she continues to live there, she will only discover her illness."
My condition? My heart suddenly beat violently.
Shiqin, thank you for saying that I am smart. I laughed to myself, but at this time I hated my own cleverness. You are right, in fact, I already knew that I was sick and it was serious. But, what exactly is it?
Illness? Shiqin makes you so nervous.
"Fart!" Chu Feiyang scolded him, "How long do you think you can hide this from her? One day, one month, or one year? I have told you clearly about her physical condition, Ye Ruoxi cannot leave the hospital."
Mu Shiqin was so painful that he could hardly stand still. He tore up the report sheet in Chu Feiyang's hand and roared angrily, "Do you think I don't know? This is what the damn report sheet says.