Mu Shiqin climbed onto the bed carefully, hugged Ruoxi from behind, and touched the tip of his nose to her hair.
In the dark night, Ruoxi opened her jewel-like black eyes, and a tear quietly flowed down from the corner of her eye, falling silently and disappearing in the darkness.
Suddenly, she felt pain everywhere in her body. Is it true that when a person is extremely nervous or in a state of extreme mental breakdown, it will cause nerve breakdown. As long as she feels pain, that part will really hurt. Then
Now her whole body hurts. Is it because she is nervous or is she in an extreme state of mental breakdown? Ruoxi kept asking herself, is it real pain or imaginary pain?
Ruoxi opened her eyes wide in the darkness and kept shouting in her heart.
I struggled in the darkness like this for an unknown amount of time, until I heard the steady sound of breathing in my ears, and Ruoxi's tears quietly flowed down again.
Mu Shiqin, is it my illness that has overwhelmed you?
In Mu Shiqin's arms, Ruoxi slept and woke up, woke up and fell asleep again. Every time she woke up, the pillow was cold. It was probably soaked by her tears.
When she was asleep, she kept dreaming, and the beauty in her dreams was eventually replaced by desperate sadness. At this time, she would wake up in despair and open her eyes in sadness.
I don't know when it was, but Ruoxi opened her eyes. The room was still dark, but the person beside her was no longer there, and she was the only one in the darkness.
Ruoxi started to feel scared, it turned out that she was so insecure.
She hurriedly got up and stumbled out of bed without even turning on the light. In the darkness, she tripped over something and bumped into the corner of the bed. She was so painful that she almost burst into tears.
With a "pop", the light in the room turned on.
Mu Shiqin quickly walked to Ruoxi's side, hugged her and sat down, squatting down to check if she was injured. As soon as his hand touched her foot, a drop of hot tears fell down on the back of his hand.
"I just woke up and I couldn't see you." Ruoxi cried.
Mu Shiqin frowned and hugged her. Seeing her helpless look, his heart tugged even more. He felt a little distressed, but even more blamed himself. He just left the room after receiving a call. Unexpectedly, he only answered the phone.
After making a phone call, she fell to the ground.
"Xi'er, don't cry. It's not good for your health to cry all the time." He comforted her.
Ruoxi immediately reached out and wiped her face randomly, but Mu Shiqin caught her hand. He gently wiped away the tears on her face and kissed her eyelids.
After a long time, I will always think, if only the happy time could stay in this second. I should ignore all the cruelty and sadness.
One person can be cruel to another person. In addition to hating him to the core, there may be another possible reason, and that is loving him to the core.
And Mu Shiqin, you know me so well that you can see through me with just one look. But why are you so cruel to me?
Maybe, in the eyes of others, you love me to the core. But in my heart, do you really want to push me into despair by doing this? Will my heart be torn apart again if I want to go on with you?
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I really don’t know whether I should call you cruel or merciful. Merciful is that you want me to live, but cruel is that you will let me punish myself severely in self-blame and pain.
Perhaps, all men who are cruel for love are pitiful. They are confused by love, confused by lust, and become cruel and dangerous. And because of your cruelty, Mu Shiqin, you have the power to keep me by your side in the end.