"This is what she left for you." Leng Peichen glanced at Ruoxi, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes, and finally dimmed slowly, and turned to leave.
Mu Shiqin patted his shoulder and finally said two simple words, "My condolences."
Leng Peichen didn't look back. He paused for a while before walking away.
Ruoxi thought that this should be the first time they met since they were in the hospital last time.
Holding the letter in her hand, Ruoxi suddenly felt heavy. She was a little afraid to open the letter in her hand. She didn't know what Lin Yuejin would say to her.
Mu Shiqin looked at Ruoxi and said softly: "Ruoxi, let's go back."
Ruoxi's eyes were filled with tears, and he helped her leave.
Shiqin, are you so impatient to take me away, are you afraid that I will be like Lin Yuejin and choose to commit suicide? But, Shiqin, after all, I am not as brave as Lin Yuejin. In the face of death, I will always be a coward.
Back in the hospital ward, Ruoxi pressed Lin Yuejin's letter under her pillow.
Late at night, she tossed and turned.
He reached out and turned on the bedside lamp, then took out the letter under the pillow, and was fascinated by the beautiful handwriting on the envelope.
After repeatedly putting the letter under the pillow and taking it out again, Ruoxi still chose to open the letter. She moved under the lamp, took a deep breath, and then started to read:
Ruoxi, please allow me to be here and say I'm sorry to you again! I'm really sorry.
When you read this letter, I have left this world. Forgive my selfishness, I can no longer be strong with you.
You once asked me if I was happy. I didn't lie to you. I was really happy.
Peichen is very good to me, although everything he does to me will make me hate him. But remember what I told you, what is the opposite of hate? The opposite of hate is extreme love, which is paranoid love. When
When a person loves another person in a paranoid way, her emotion will be hatred. I hate Peichen, I really hate him, but I have to admit that I love him to the point of paranoia.
Ruoxi, in fact, you love Mu Shiqin to the point of being paranoid. I can see that Mu Shiqin loves you to the point of being paranoid.
I know that you must have many questions now, but I can't tell you the answers. The only thing I can say is, Ruoxi, live well, you must live well, whether it is for the person you love, or for you.
People, live well. Don't learn from me, I'm just a coward, I can't be strong anymore.
Finally, Ruoxi, I hope you are happy.
Let me be happy too.
please.
The greatest luck in this life is to get to know Ye Ruoxi’s masterpiece, Lin Yuejin.
A few short lines of words made Ruoxi cry like a tearful person.
Lin Yuejin, you are really cruel.
You clearly know that I will have many questions, but you let me find the answers by myself, and those answers will only make me more timid and less courageous to go on. You know that I can't make you happy, but you
Tell me and let me make you happy too.
Lin Yuejin, how can you be so cruel.
Lin Yuejin, you are such a strong and stubborn woman, you have never shed a tear for yourself, but you have shed all your tears for me for half your life. How could you leave this world like this?
Do you know that I have always taken you as an example? You can live a strong life and give me strong strength.
But, you just left.
If you leave me behind, what should I do? How should I go on?