Zoey's eyes lit up when she mentioned Fang Ya, and a smile appeared on her lips. After smiling, Zoey's face returned to calm and asked her, "Are you sick?"
Ruoxi smiled, "I am a disaster in everyone's eyes. Wouldn't it be good to be sick?"
A hint of pain flashed across Ye Ruoyi's still calm face. Ruoxi was so quick that she missed seeing it when she lowered her eyes. Ye Ruoyi stood one step away from her hospital bed, with no jealousy in her eyes.
There is no joy, only calmness, as if it is a machine repeating a sentence, "The disaster will not die so early."
Ruoxi's eyes were trembling with shock. Is this what Ye Ruoyi said? She still remembered that she once looked at her with eyes full of jealousy, terrifying and ferocious, "You go to hell, only if you die can I be freed."
"
That shrill voice, thinking about it now, would hurt her eardrums.
Zoey, you hate me so much that you want to tear me into pieces and want to kill me immediately. Why don’t you hate me now? Has Fang Ya changed you?
Ruoxi looked at Ruoyi in disbelief, there was no hatred in her eyes anymore.
Zoë, why don’t you hate me? Why don’t you hate me?
If you hate me, will I have the courage to hate you?
Ruoxi looked at Ruoyi with complicated eyes, and then looked into her eyes stubbornly. She wanted to find the disguise in her eyes. However, no matter how much she mistook every look that might be hate as hate, she still couldn't.
Convince yourself.
Ye Ruoyi felt a little uncomfortable under Ruoxi's gaze, "I still have to take care of Fang Ya, I'm leaving." After she finished speaking, she quickly left the ward without looking at Ruoxi again.
After Ruoyi left, Ruoxi's tears burst out again.
Zoë, how could you stop hating me so easily?
Zoey, after all, you are still happier than me. You still have Fangya, who can help you find salvation in despair. But I can only force myself into despair again and again, without hope or light.
The so-called self-deception is that you think you can deceive yourself, but you find that there will still be a day when you can't deceive yourself. When the day comes when you can't deceive yourself, the pain will be magnified a hundred times or a thousand times, allowing you to encounter a little bit of the truth.
Any similar lie will make you unable to breathe in pain.
Ruoxi thought that Mu Shiqin would never lie to her again.
He has lied to her many times and he will not lie to her again.
However, he still lied to her again.
After Ye Ruoyi left, Ruoxi was quiet for two days. In front of Mu Shiqin, she just listened to him quietly and let him accompany him, without showing any resistance. This time, Mu Shiqin was so happy that he
He hugged her and kissed her, hugged her and laughed. And this change in her made Mu Shiqin be kind to her and let her meet Xiaoye.
In the dream, Ruoxi watched herself walking toward death.
She thought she was dead.
But, she didn't.
When Ruoxi opened her eyes and struggled to sit up, a pair of hands next to her immediately supported her and supported her against the head of the bed.
Ruoxi flinched in panic, but he held her hand tightly.
"What's wrong?" Mu Shiqin asked softly.
Ruoxi clearly felt Mu Shiqin's hand holding her shake, and then he hugged her tightly from behind. His body still smelled of Armani perfume.
Mu Shiqin kissed her ears and hair and asked her, "Ruoxi, when you get better, we will get married, okay?"
Ruoxi trembled for a while, and a voice screamed in her heart.
Feeling the changes coming from her body, Mu Shiqin's eyes flashed with pain, and he continued: "When the time comes, when you get better, we will take Xiaoye on a trip with us. I said before that we will travel all over the world.
Let us leave our footprints everywhere, and pick them up again when we grow old."
Ruoxi trembled and asked him, "Then why did you take Xiaoye with you? You're not..." Ruoxi didn't say anything else.