Ruoxi placed the flowers in front of Poppy's tombstone, lowered her head and touched the photo on the tombstone.
Poppy, you are even more beautiful.
The exquisite beauty in the photo has the brilliance of tearing apart the sunset, but in the end this beauty can only stay in the black and white photo in front of you.
Ruoxi reached out and touched the name on the tombstone.
"I'm here to see you, Poppy." Ruoxi leaned against the stone tablet, closed her eyes, and felt her nose wrinkle up.
Lighting the cigarette, Ruoxi leaned against the stone tablet and started smoking.
In the haze, Poppy's enchanting and beautiful face flashed before Ruoxi's eyes again.
Ruoxi smiled faintly, and a tear fell from her eyes.
"Are you lonely again? I'm here to accompany you. You must not know that you look so beautiful when you smoke."
Ruoxi placed the cigarette in her hand in front of Poppy's tomb and watched the smoke drift away in the wind, like the souls of the deceased who had passed away.
Touching the broken and stiff necklace around her neck, Ruoxi's heart ached.
Poppy, do you hate me?
It is my ignorance that hurts you, and it is my selfishness that destroys you!
It's really ridiculous that you are grateful to me.
What are you grateful to me for? Are you grateful that I pushed you into the hell of playing music every night?
You hate me!
If you don't hate me, I hate myself.
What do you love about me? Poppy, what do you love about me?
I don’t even love myself anymore, is there any value in being loved?
Didn’t I say? Don’t believe in love?
Those so-called sincerity, peeling off the perfect skin on the outside, is full of blood and filth!
Besides hurting others or hurting yourself, what else can love do?
How many times have I said, don’t love anyone but yourself!
Do people of our status deserve love? Such a luxurious thing?
Deep love will not last long, wisdom will be hurt!
I thought you understood, I thought you understood everything I said.
But why is your ending like this?
Since when did I become a cage that bound you?
When did I start trapping your soul?
When did I start confining everything from you?
You are so persistent in trying to escape, but I have no idea that it was me who hurt you all along!
In the end, I killed you!
Poppy, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for your love!
But forgive me for not being able to do anything for you?
Love ends here!
Ruoxi pulled the necklace off her neck and placed it in front of Poppy's tombstone.
Don't believe me next time. Even if I reach out to you, don't pay attention to me. Don't follow me again!
Ruoxi wiped her tears, I am your fate in this life and cannot give you what you want.
As the sun sets, if Xi leaves, he will never come back again!
I finally looked back at Poppy's smile in the photo. Under the light of the setting sun, it was still so beautiful and heart-warming.
Ruoxi heard someone calling her.
The voice is sad and full of vicissitudes of life!
It was evening, and Ruoxi returned home exhausted. It was already midnight when she returned to the villa.
When I opened the door, I felt a little tired. No one was in the room, but the light was on.
Maybe Mu Shiqin hasn't come back yet.
Ruoxi threw away the bag in her hand and slumped down on the sofa.
It was a very cold home, and it was especially cold when she was the only one in the house.
Ruoxi curled up, but she was still so cold.
Emptiness swept through her whole body, and Ruoxi didn't even have the strength to move.
But she had no choice but to take a shower, so she reluctantly got up and entered the bathroom with bare feet.
It has become her habit to take off her clothes while walking.
After adjusting the water temperature to the lowest level, Ruoxi turned on the water heater and water spurted out from the shower head.