But, I can't say it! The matter is not over yet, there can be no mistakes.
After the lingering, she was finally able to have a peaceful sleep, and he fell into a deep sleep from exhaustion, leaving those unresolved worries behind for the time being.
After sleeping until noon, Chu Ningfei was woken up by Xia Yifan, "My dear, it's time for lunch. I made your favorite food."
What Chu Ningfei loves the most is the handmade noodles made by her mother.
The little woman who once couldn't even make porridge is now a kitchen expert and can even make handmade noodles.
With red eyes, Chu Ningfei stretched out her long arms, took Xia Yifan into her arms, and kissed her forehead.
"Yifan, I've made you suffer..."
His voice was choked, and he couldn't say the next sentence.
No matter how much she talks, what's the use? It can't erase the hurt she has suffered!
I just hope that I can give her more love in the future!
Shaking his head, Xia Yifan stroked Chu Ningfei's hair and comforted him: "Don't think too much, it's all over. Be good, get up and eat. After dinner, you have to go to the company to work."
"Yeah." She got up obediently and washed herself up. Chu Ningfei put on her pajamas and went to eat. After three bowls, she was satisfied and said, "It's delicious. It tastes just like what mom makes."
Xia Yifan just smiled and didn't dare to say anything, just for fear that he would accidentally say something he shouldn't have said.
Mom...his mother...
Ning Fei, did you know? Your mother will be reunited with you soon. I can finally see her.
Ning Fei, when we see mom, we will go to Paris with her, okay?
Thinking of the family being together in the future, Xia Yifan's eyes became moist, and he was afraid of being seen by Chu Ningfei, so he hurriedly packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen.
Chu Ning was not willing to let Xia Yifan, who was in a mood to cook, wash the dishes again, so she immediately went to help. When she saw Xia Yifan wiping his tears, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe, so she stepped forward and hugged Xia Yifan.
He opened his mouth full of apology: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
Turning around, Xia Yifan covered Chu Ningfei's mouth: "Don't say sorry, I don't want your sorry, I want you to say I love you."
"I... love you." Burying her cheek in Xia Yifan's neck, Chu Ningfei's tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, but she no longer felt embarrassed.
I have been crying more and more recently...
Especially when facing Xia Yifan, the guilt in his heart almost overwhelmed him.
How had she endured the pain of not being able to be with Xiao Xi for so many years?
Just two days after their marriage, he left her with a divorce agreement and completely left her.
She was already pregnant at that time, and she should have known that she was pregnant. Because, he vaguely remembered something was wrong with her before and after the wedding... She must have wanted to give him a surprise, but as a result, he did not catch up with her at the right time.
If he knew she was pregnant at that time, how would he choose?
If he knew, could he ignore his mother's safety?
The answer is too obvious...
Therefore, I felt guilty and had a headache due to guilt.
I finally understood why she was crying and saying that her child was dead... It was because she was resentful of him! It was because she was afraid that he would take away her child! It was because she was afraid that as the child's parents, she would not be able to give her child a complete and happy home.
ah!
After all, he didn't give her any stability!
Tears were flowing freely, his body was shaking uncontrollably, and he felt that there was too much unspeakable pain in his heart!