Otherwise, her heart wouldn't hurt so much right now. It hurt so much that she really couldn't breathe. It hurt so much that she had to cover her heart. Her voice was hoarse. She almost didn't know what she was saying.
It's just that he is no longer the Ning Fei he used to be. He is about to become someone else's husband and has nothing to do with her anymore...
So, what else can she do?
Who can tell her what else she can do...
Xia Yifan's words stimulated Chu Ningfei. He stood up, but he hugged Xia Yifan who climbed out of bed and was about to escape, and pressed him to the bed.
He pressed her shoulder, his vision was hazy, but he could still feel her determination. She was determined to leave him!
But, he doesn't want her to leave! No! Never again!
Xia Yifan's shoulders hurt from being pressed. She closed her eyes and turned her face away. She didn't want to struggle, and she didn't have the courage to look at the face that she remembered countless times in her midnight dreams.
And those tears, droplets like swords, piercing the skin, it hurts to look at it.
Chu Ningfei's heart ached, as if she had been cut into pieces by a thousand cuts!
He rolled off her body and held her in his arms, hugging her gently, for fear of hurting her again.
He ran his fingers through her soft and smooth hair, caressing her gently, his voice was low and hoarse, and he said pleadingly: "Yifan, Yifan, don't leave me, please, please don't leave me...
…”
Xia Yifan's body tensed up, and she suspected that she was hallucinating.
He called her by her name, but why did she say not to leave him?
It's so funny, when did she leave him? It was clearly him who left her...
Is there a misunderstanding?
However, her parents were forced to swear a poisonous oath to her. They said that although they did not agree with her marriage to Ning Fei, they never forced Ning Fei to leave her, nor did they do anything to cheat her.
She must die a good death.
So, why did he say that? She couldn't understand...
In doubt, she heard him say: "Yifan, I miss you. I think about you every day. I wonder if you think of me every day. I wonder if you hate me. I wonder if you are with me."
I'm with another man...I'm afraid every day that you will forget me..."
The words hit her ears like pebbles hitting her heart, making her tremble, but she couldn't be moved or happy.
Because she was confused and didn't understand what was going on.
He was the one who left the divorce agreement and ran away, he was the one who pretended not to know her, and now he was the one apologizing to her and begging her not to leave him. Don't he think it's contradictory?
"Yifan, Yifan, Yifan! Talk to me, don't ignore me, okay? Yifan, don't ignore me, I know I was wrong, I shouldn't just leave, I should explain to you
Yes! Yifan, listen to my explanation, I was forced, I was helpless, I was...cough, cough..."
Chu Ningfei spoke too hastily and her voice was hoarse. She accidentally choked and kept coughing.
Xia Yifan hurriedly helped, patted his back, helped him calm down, and cursed: "Why are you so anxious?! Someone won't let you speak? What can you do if you speak slowly? I'm not going to die! I have enough.
It’s time for you to explain to me! I’ve been looking for you for three years, and I need an explanation before I can give up and leave!”
As soon as she heard Xia Yifan say leaving, Chu Ningfei became anxious. When she was anxious, she coughed harder and her mind became even more confused. She didn't know where to start.