As for her parents and brother, she has figured it out. She is their relative no matter what, and they will think about her from her perspective.
Her temporary compromise will only deprive her of the chance to be with her family. She believes that her parents also hope that she can completely get over the past and start a new life.
Anyway, instead of living a life of compromise and letting him do whatever he wants, she might as well give it a go and fight for a life of her own.
She believes that nothing is difficult in the world, only those who are willing can do it!
Her determination to escape now is even more determined than her determination to go find him without fear of hard work and grievances!
Now that she can find him, she can stay away from him completely!
It's not like she hasn't thought about just staying by his side and being his underground lover. But, that's really not her character!
If she really can't love anymore, she won't love anymore and will never be humble and seek perfection.
The reason why I have been looking for him for three years is because I am unwilling to do so. I want to know if he is okay and want an explanation. I am definitely not insisting on continuing to be with him shamelessly and without dignity.
Although she, Xia Yifan, loves him so much that she cannot hate him to this day, she has not abandoned her dignity and soul!
Thinking of when he looked at Liu Nian with such a doting smile, her heart felt like a knife was cutting her. She really doubted that if she was stimulated like that a few more times, she would do something so crazy that the consequences would be unimaginable.
So! She will endure it now, and then look for opportunities. This time, she will completely escape successfully.
She clenched her fist hard, looked at him coldly, and asked: "If you were me, would you forgive you for being like this?"
He seemed to be stopped by her question, his eyes flickered, as if he wanted to escape from embarrassment.
She was in a cheerful mood and quite liked seeing him shameless to see her like this.
However, now was not the time to break up with him, so she raised the corners of her lips and said with a smile: "But I can give you a chance, if you behave well."
As soon as he heard this, Chu Ningfei felt as if he had been pardoned from a capital crime. He happily took Xia Yifan's hand and was so excited that he couldn't even speak. "Really, really? If I have a good chance, will you show me your performance?"
Xia Yifan couldn't help but want to laugh, and could only cough a few times to cover up his past slip of the tongue.
Chu Ningfei was so happy that she didn't care that she had made a fool of herself by saying the wrong thing. She picked up Xia Yifan and spun around happily.
"That's great! Yifan, that's great! It's great that you are willing to give me a chance! Yifan, I love you, even more than before!"
She listened to his confession, but she didn't feel the slightest bit happy.
Perhaps he regarded her so-called opportunity as agreeing to be his lover, thinking that he could enjoy the blessings of others, and that's why he was so happy.
But what does that have to do with her? She would rather die than be a shady underground lover.
That night, she half-heartedly accepted his passionate request for love, just because she didn't want to arouse his suspicion.
The next morning, she got up early, made breakfast for him, then sent him to the door and asked him to lock the door.
He hesitated and said, "If you don't lock it, you won't leave me again anyway, right?"
She shook her head and said, "That's not necessarily the case. I haven't forgiven you yet."
"Are you afraid that someone will come in?" He asked tentatively with an embarrassed smile.