He thought that only in bed could he dare to show his truest self in front of her when he was lingering and making love with her.
He could only hold on to the physical intercourse and vent the suppressed pain in his heart!
She is a smart woman.
Extremely smart.
In fact, she knows how to use and utilize all resources, so she is smarter than other women.
She has no feelings, maybe she is suppressing her feelings and is very selfish. As long as she sees that she can live, she will not give up any opportunity.
God knows how he could hold back his feelings every time he saw her and prevent himself from showing any signs of longing for her.
He knew that if she knew what he was thinking in his heart, if she knew that he really wanted her as a person, not her body, then she would take advantage of him even more.
In fact, he was not afraid of her taking advantage of her, but he was afraid that if she did anything to treat him well at that time, he would take her seriously, be blinded by her, and be tightly controlled by her forever.
He could feel that if he hadn't desperately tried to find a way to keep her by his side, she would have been able to hide from him as far as she could.
Although she was obedient and smiling gently in front of him, he knew that her heart had never really opened up to him.
There was a city wall between him and her.
She wouldn't let anyone step in, and she wouldn't jump out herself.
Yi Jian thought of this, with a touch of sadness in her eyes.
His lips pursed involuntarily.
Xu Ang looked at Yi Jian like this and didn't know how to comfort him, but he could only say softly: "Young Marshal, as long as you are nice to her, one day she will understand."
Really?
One day, will she understand?
Yes... Now he can only wait for that day to come.
There is no other way.
In fact, he didn't know how it changed everything between them.
After all... He has been abroad for three years and has been on an expedition for three years. He has never had a woman, never been in love, and has never been attracted to another woman.
He himself is also very unfamiliar with emotions.
But he knows that he can do everything other men can do for his woman, and he will do it for her!