Zhongqing couldn't help but laugh at herself, what was she thinking about... That night was just a coincidence. Maybe he did it for his own child. He had someone he loved, wasn't it?
She, and she, and him are also impossible...
After falling in love, her consciousness became really blurred. She secretly told herself that if she didn't die, if she didn't die... then she would be able to live well... She would never do it again from now on.
You will not allow yourself to take any risks.
In fact, she might just be giving herself a glimmer of hope.
She has always had a strong sense of survival, just like she was once locked in a woodshed by her aunt and starved for ten days and ten nights, but she did not die.
She thought that at that time, she was scared and hungry, but she had survived it, and now that she had just given birth to a child, maybe she could still survive.
If she loves her and survives... She swears that she will never trust anyone. She will try her best to rely on a good backer, let herself hold on to it firmly, and then survive...
backing?
Who is the one?
Young Marshal?
But... if it were him... one day, would he treat me like the eldest wife?
Has she not seen enough betrayal and abandonment in this world?
When the father wants the mother, the oath of friendship will last forever, but in the end, it will be abandoned like a pair of old clogs!
He Anyuan personally drugged the young marshal and wanted to poison her, but ended up poisoning the young master to death. However, she could kill and silence him as if nothing had happened. If nothing happened, didn't she also betray the eldest wife?
If one day, the young commander encounters danger and has to give up, he may abandon himself like this...
So, it’s better not to rely on anyone else!
She should leave the Yi family... go as far away as possible, so far away that she can cut off all concern with everyone here. She can find an ordinary and honest person elsewhere and live a normal life.
That may be the safest.
Thinking about Zhong Qing, thinking... my whole person became completely blurred.
…
Outside the door, the eldest lady and several concubines who came over were sitting there quietly.
The hospital was very quiet, without any sound of movement.
Suddenly, there was a burst of neat footsteps at the door.
【I’ll stop here today and continue tomorrow! Good night everyone!】