Yi Jian's movements were forced to stop in the void, Zhong Qing lowered his head slightly, and after a long time, he said: "I hate you!"
"I have no idea what you like."
"I don't know what I have to do to make you happy."
"Do you think I want to do those despicable things? I don't want to do that at all, but I'm afraid... I'm afraid you'll dislike me. I saw you call me Yuxiang before, and I thought you disliked me.
Only then can problems be nipped in the bud, and I want you to always be mine... But I did it, and you were obviously very happy. I thought I did a good job, but you started to get angry for no reason. What on earth do I want?
That makes you feel good?"
Yi Jian's throat moved slightly, and the feeling of guilt rose up bit by bit from the bottom of his heart.
He stretched out his hand, gently hugged her shoulders, and patted her back. His tender and loving tears could no longer be restrained and fell down in unison.
One by one, they fell hard.
She felt wronged because she was so kind to him. In fact, she felt guilty because he didn't give her any chance to reflect.
"Good boy, stop crying... It's my fault, I want too much... I shouldn't force you, just do whatever you like... I won't force you, I just want you to do it
You yourself, live according to your heart."
Zhongqing cried harder and started to hiccup. She nestled in his arms, thought for a while, and then said: "You don't understand how people like me feel at all. You are not afraid of anything."
, I have always been condescending since I was little, so you don’t understand my feelings at all.”
"I'm just afraid...I'm very scared. I've been afraid since I was a child...I'm afraid that what belongs to me will become someone else's. I'm afraid of many, many...so I told myself, you guys
None of it is mine. Only in this way can I feel that I am not afraid anymore."
Yi Jian's expression was dazed for a while, and he suddenly felt inexplicably sorry for the crying girl in his arms.
He knew more or less what happened when she was a child, but he didn't expect that it would have such a big impact on her.
Zhongqing's whole body began to tremble. She didn't want to recall the past, nor did she want to express her inner feelings.