Almost as soon as he realized it, he took a step back suddenly, trying to get out of his arms.
However, because her nerves were too tight and the blood flow was abnormal, she stood with her legs straight for so long that her calves suddenly became numb.
When Li Xiaoyou fell to the side unsteadily, she didn't have any thoughts in her mind. Maybe she was more inclined to fall hard once and it would only hurt once.
But Mu Chenfeng did not do as she wished. He had long hands and long legs. He stepped forward and blocked her waist, and her delicate body was taken back into his arms.
The moment their eyes met, the distance between the two people was still so close.
The familiar sour feeling as always gave Li Xiaoyou a lump in his throat. This time, they were so close again.
No one can deeply understand the feeling of deep water and hot water. Li Xiaoyou understands better what it means to be half sea water and half fire.
This was the same feeling she had every time she had a fever, alternating between hot and cold, but always painful.
If being with someone makes you feel sick, and your body and soul are deeply afraid of that kind of weakness, what will you do?
Li Xiaoyou asked why she was still stuck in his arms, but only she knew how difficult it was to break away from his arms and say "Thank you" in an understatement.
How many times have I wanted to escape, but even more times have I wanted to get closer. Without a true experience, no one would be tortured by that kind of struggle. It’s like an addict who has tried any coercive method, but still can’t.
The master who can't help but desire.
How ridiculous.
Li Xiaoyou raised the corners of his lips in pain, and the moment he lowered his eyes, his tone was somewhat self-deprecating. "Why, the only one you don't remember is me."
Her voice was not loud. Rather than asking Mu Chenfeng, it was better to say she was asking herself.
But she didn't see how tangled Mu Chenfeng's expression was when she said those low words, and how obvious the pain in his eyes was.
He pushed her away again and again, and again and again he couldn't help but finally wanted to hold her in his arms. No one knew that for countless nights deeper than the sea, he drank alone until dawn. The next day, his face turned pale.
Facing her with a cold face, or accidentally learning sporadic information about her from others.
When she was found unconscious in the cemetery, he happened to park outside her villa. The moment he saw the lights in her room dimmed, he finally felt like he was waiting for life and death.
During these years of amnesia, he experienced this extremely familiar feeling all the time.
I always feel that the person around me should not be Bai Jinrou. He may have a crush on her. She is calm and gentle, which are what a man likes.
She might also be his future marriage partner, but Mu Chenfeng knew that he didn't love her. He laughed off speculations from entertainment newspapers and rumors that "the cold-hearted CEO is in love with an unknown child psychiatrist".
If someone asked, he would not deny it. He would admit that they were in a relationship, and would tell reporters calmly that this would be the mother of his son.
But so what, who knows what it feels like to sleep unintentionally for more than two thousand days and nights? When I finally wake up from the dream, it is difficult, what can he, a grown man, say?
Bai Jinrou knew his temperament well and would never ask the question "Do you love me or not" that ordinary daughters would ask. She was undoubtedly smart, so even if he didn't love her, she would still choose not to reveal it.