Li Xiaoyou thought that she would never forget this year's New Year's Eve.
The fifth day of the first lunar month, the airport.
"Mommy, what are you thinking about?" My daughter's sweet voice echoed in my ears.
But Li Xiaoyou was still immersed in the joy of that New Year's Eve night. It was the only happy Lunar New Year she had ever lived.
That day, everyone, including the children, was a little forbearing. Especially when Mu Chenfeng appeared.
Three adults and three children ate steaming dumplings, watched, and counted down the time to the New Year together with the familiar hosts from the Spring Festival Gala.
"ten."
Li Xiaoyou suddenly remembered that a month ago in Japan, it was the same countdown, but with different skin colors and languages. The same thing was true, the man opposite had an extremely handsome profile.
At that time, they were looking at each other. But now, she was admiring a priceless work of art, very close to him, but looking at him from a distance.
Li Xiaoyou could no longer see his own reflection and heat in his eyes.
"Nine."
In the large crowded square in Japan, the countdown stretched like a mountain range, as if the crazy joy that spanned the century had been compressed.
At that time, his hand was close in front of her eyes. As long as she gently grasped it, she might be able to have happiness in the end. But, in the end, she didn't.
Li Xiaoyou was a little sad, why couldn't he be happy?
"eight."
Li Xiaoyou knew that Mu Chenfeng had already noticed his gaze, but he chose to turn a blind eye.
He was not sitting far from her, at most he was just around a table with various dishes on it. However, she and him were like strangers.
"seven."
It is said that the memory of a goldfish is only seven seconds. As long as you turn around while swimming in the water, you will forget everything you saw or experienced before you turned around.
Li Xiaoyou knew that at that moment, she envied the goldfish that could be kept in a water tank freely.
Then, there were only seven seconds until the beginning of the next year. These seven seconds allowed her to carefully imprint his face in her heart and bury it deep in her heart where no one could see it.
"six."
His thick and straight eyebrows, deep and cold eyes, straight bridge of nose, cool and thin lips, and the beautiful corners of the lips. His broad palms, strong arms, strong chest, and the
A heart that beats powerfully...
Thinking about it carefully, Li Xiaoyou found it ridiculous.
Everything she tried so hard to forget seemed to have never belonged to her. Even if it did, the word "passed" had to be added.
"five."
Then, please take good care of my two children.
Li Xiaoyou said this in his heart.
Because, at that moment, she finally convinced herself not to stay any longer. She had thought in the crowds during the last countdown that she and Mu Chenfeng would love and protect these lovely children.
But now, this has become a deep secret in her heart.
"Four."
Please live longer than me. Li Xiaoyou thought and curled up the corners of his mouth.
Just think of it as giving me the happiest reason to leave.
Think of me on one day every year and smile. Even if you no longer love me!
Christmas day is the birthday of me and several children. Even in the past six years, I have never been able to forget my birthday because of the past. But... I hope that on the most memorable day in my life, you can
Used to express gratitude for the acquaintance and good times.