Chapter 261: If you want to hate me for being kind, you will suffer 7
She is a very simple woman who only wants to have a very simple love, but fate does not allow it.
Compared with Ding Ziqian and Rong Beiming, in the eyes of outsiders, Rong Beiming easily wins in all aspects. But when two men stand there and let her choose, she will not choose Rong Beiming.
Because she doesn't have much confidence in facing such a man. She doesn't like to compete with other women for men. She longs for stability and a pair of people for the rest of her life.
She hopes that the man around her only belongs to her. She hopes that her man can be controlled by herself.
At that time, when she was dating Ding Ziqian, she had this feeling. Ding Ziqian would never look at another woman again in his life. But Rong Beiming couldn't give her such a feeling. She would be afraid, uneasy, and then...
to resist.
Walking to the door of He Yurao's room, Yu Nianen lowered his head and hesitated for a while before raising his hand and knocking gently.
"Mom, it's me, Nian En!"
"Come in!"
Yu Nianen opened the door and walked in. He Yurao was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a baby's sweater in his hand.
She walked over and picked up the small clothes her mother was holding and looked at them. The sweater was light pink, small, very cute, and very beautiful.
"Does the sweater I knitted look good? There are also small pants, which are a set. Nian En, come and see, there are many more here." He Yurao pulled her to sit down, and there were many different kinds of clothes piled on the bed.
Baby clothing and shoes.
Yu Nianen looked through each item one by one, feeling as if something was blocking her heart, making her unable to breathe. The pain of losing her child was like waves that had never disappeared, rolling in layer by layer, beating her heart hard.
.
She didn't love that man, and after that night, she couldn't even talk about liking him now. But if that child, the child they shared, was lost, she would still be heartbroken.
Heartache, extremely painful!
She felt that since she followed Rong Beiming, the feeling of heartache has been with her like a shadow and has never disappeared.
She tightly held on to the small sweater knitted by her mother, her fingertips turning white from excessive exertion.
Rong Beiming, why?
Rong Beiming, can we break up earlier?
Rong Beiming, why don't you dump me immediately?
…
Yu Nianen's heart was churning, and she sniffed hard to prevent herself from crying in front of her mother.
"Mom, actually... have you ever thought that after having a child, I won't be able to dance? I... like dancing and the feeling of jumping on the stage. Mom, you also know that I can't be like this.
Everything about a man. And he cannot be everything to me." Yu Nianen couldn't think of anything to comfort her mother, so she had to use her favorite dance as an excuse.
"When did it happen? You didn't even tell me. A miscarriage is very harmful to the body." He Yurao raised her hand and stroked Yu Nianen's cheek, "Nianen, Mom, I'm sorry for you!"
"Mom... everything is fine. I didn't want you to worry, so... I didn't tell you..." Yu Nianen choked and hugged He Yurao. She hated her mother, but she also loved her.
"Nian En, I can't help it... Mom really has no other choice, so she forces you. That's why... I just want you to be happy. Seeing him treat you well makes my heart feel better! So do you.
You see, the situation in our family is not acceptable to Ding Ziqian’s family, do you understand?"