I have loved Nian En's father all my life, but I still have regrets, that is, my beloved mother, that pitiful and hateful woman.
"Nian En, love Beiming well, he is worth it!"
Yu Nianen rested his head on his mother's shoulder and said nothing.
The night was quiet, and the sound of the flowing river could be heard in my ears. It was rushing happily and could not be heard to the end.
Life is so small and short when facing nature.
When life dies quietly, the river still flows and time still flies...
"Mom, I love you!" Yu Nianen turned sideways and hugged her mother tightly.
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The next morning, Yu Nianen personally changed her mother's beautiful dress and put on beautiful makeup. She gently combed her mother's long hair with a hairbrush, and tears fell into her hair drop by drop.
"Are you ready?" He Yurao touched the long chestnut hair that was dyed just two days ago, "The first time I met your father, it was like this, with shawl hair, chestnut color. Your father was dumbfounded at the time.
He said: Miss He, your hair is beautifully done. Actually, why did you do it specially?"
A trace of shyness unique to women appeared on He Yurao's face. Was it revealed for her father? Yu Nianen put down the hairbrush, looked at her mother in the mirror, and smiled with tears in her eyes.
"Mom, you are beautiful! Dad is very discerning!"
"Of course, otherwise how could we have you...how could we have you and such a beautiful daughter as my beloved?"
"Mom, I will explain it to my beloved. I know that you don't let her come because it is for her own good."
"Well! Thank you, daughter!" He Yurao stood up and faced Yu Nian'en, with kind eyes and a calm face.
With tears in her eyes, Yu Nianen looked at the small classical alarm clock on the dressing table, which showed nine o'clock. Presumably, the doctor was already waiting downstairs.
"Nian'en, mom... I don't worry about you! Promise me to love him well, okay?" He Yurao stroked her daughter's hair and said lovingly, "I can rest assured that he will take care of you and my beloved."
"Mom, even if I will be abandoned by him in the future, do I still want to love him?" She thought her mother must not know what Qin Shuyi has been through, that's why she said that!
He Yurao sighed and replied slowly: "He won't. He promised me that he would..."
"That's because of you..." Yu Nian'en couldn't say the next words. How meaningful is a promise made to a dying person? How real is it? She doesn't know, and she doesn't want to know.
She only felt that she was so weak and vulnerable in front of Rong Beiming. Should she have to bear this feeling for the rest of her life?
He Yurao was silent. Indeed, he was about to die. At this time, it would be difficult for others to refuse any request he made.
She thought and smiled: "Nian En, it seems that I messed up your life. Don't blame mom. Mom had no choice but to be selfish."
She hugged Yu Nian'en tightly and said softly: "Nian'en, be happy! No matter what you have experienced in the past, you must be happy in the future! Whatever mom owes you, I will give it back to you in the next life!"
"mom……"
"Don't cry. If you cry, you still hate me and don't want me to leave peacefully. Go and call them all in!" He Yurao pushed her gently.